To my new friend Karabo,
I must sincerely apologise that my getting back to you with the following reading has taken much longer than I had expected that it might. Our serious family emergency has now been fixed at least for the immediate future . Everyone is OK including yours truly, although I am still feeling rather shell shocked as even with me being an intuitive reader I failed to see that coming ahead of time.
Enough about me!
Your reading begins by disagreeing with your common belief that you are not psychic. While it is true that you have not largely become aware of and developed your spiritual gifts to the point of using them to help others, because you are a spiritual being temporarily using a physical body to learn a series of important lessons necessary for your soul's development, you cannot NOT have these abilities. When you leave this Earth this time around as you have been alive on Earth many times before now, your spiritual body which currently co-exists with and surrounds your physical form will separate from it and move to a higher level where these spiritual abilities will be your only senses.
But while you are still here, these spiritual senses of your spiritual body of light are still present regardless. In a definite manner we each as individuals have one foot planted in both the physical and spiritual worlds at the same time, so your reading will not accept the idea that you are an exception to the general rule of your all other spiritual/human beings. Being psychic comes with the territory of being like this. Only working as a psychic to help others is your conscious decision to make.
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| I've spent most of the last 5 years trying to understand myself, to learn of God and the spiritual, and to just find my purpose and passion in life |
So with this being roughly five years ago, you would have begun your journey of self discovery and finding God and your reason and purpose when you were around 17 years of age. What a surprising coincidence that is, as I myself started a similar journey to yours at the same age and stage of my life. I carried out my own personal studies into comparing the world's major religions and their Holy books, and I also became like you terribly frustrated and saddened because none of them was providing me with all of the answers which I was looking for.
On closer inspection and after some deep analysis, I suddenly realised as many others have as well, that while not one religion or Holy book had ALL the answers, each had some valuable information to be added to my understanding and knowledge of spiritual matters. Instead of each sacred book providing the complete picture, each of them only gave me one or two small parts of the picture jigsaw puzzle. In other words what one religion teaches, complements well what all the others teach. Taken in combination with one another and combined sensibly, I was getting a much more complete sample of the wisdom of the Universe and God to work to think about with than ever before.
Another thing I observed was that when much of the extra distractions and details were removed from the teachings of each major religion, there was a core of truths which were shared by all of them, although each was expressed according to the time in which they were written as well as the culture of the author(s). And although it was often expressed in different terms, the the greatest and most inspiring truth for me was the concept that in order to find God, first learn to recognise and work more closely with him both within yourself, and in everything and everyone around you.
The Kingdom of Heaven lies within each and every one of us! Our Creator has put the guidebook or roadmap for your life in a place where you may not even think of looking - INSIDE YOUR HEART - INSIDE YOUR SOUL.
Now hearing all of this wisdom is both reassuring and dandy, but what useful purpose is it to you in getting your answers through this reading? What has finding God within oneself got to do with living our day to day lives on this planet? So what if God and the answers we are looking for are within us? Big deal! Has God been dead all along, but we just did know it?
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| I'm just asking for guidance as to how to go about really finding my purpose in life and how to more constructively incorporate spirituality in my life because I tend to lose balance |
The bad news is that every person who is alive at times finds it very easy to lose the proper balance between their spirituality and the rest of their life. Trying to consistently separate what is really of lasting importance in our lives from the many challenges of our hectic modern lifestyle in the 21st century is a formidable ongoing challenge for anyone who is less than a saint or angel, which includes all human beings, and therefore you and me.
Your reading is reminding me as well as yourself that most of this problem is directly caused by our own minds artificially separating our spirituality from the rest of our life, as if neither of them had much if anything to do with the other. Rather like some people who are devout church goers every Sunday and who preach light and love to everyone on that one day of the week, and are anything but nice or charitable or generous or kind in their attitudes to people on the remaining six days. The unavoidable truth is that you cannot find the best balance for you between what is truly important in this life and what is not IF YOU CONTINUE TO SEPARATE YOUR SPIRITUAL AND HUMAN NATURE IN BOTH YOUR MIND AND HEART.
So everything you do between the time you wake up this morning to when you go to sleep at the end of the working day IS YOUR SPIRITUALITY, OR IT IS A PART OF YOUR SPIRITUAL JOURNEY. We are each frequently so focused upon our destination or to where we want to go, that we often completely miss the journey in between. The secret which should never have been a secret at all, is that you will find GOD, your reason and purpose for being here NOT through any psychic reading, but rather by better recognising, appreciating and working more closely with your own unique journey towards greater self understanding and self acceptance.
I could always give you a career reading in the future about helping you to decide what type of job you would probably be most successful and happy doing, but you are asking me to comment about something much broader and grander than only your work. At least that is what I understand by what I believe you are asking me.
What most interests you that you feel would best help you on your spiritual journey of self discovery and enlightenment. What is it in this world which most excites and attracts you as a way of helping yourself and others to grow spiritually? Do you feel especially drawn to helping people face to face on a daily basis, or do your interests or greatest strengths lie in dealing with calculations in your head and keeping records? You can use these questions to choose your optimum career, and your job can satisfy some of your needs such as having enough money to be able to comfortably live upon.
Also it can be very satisfying to know that you have helped someone and done your work better than most other people might if they had your job, but a life which is exclusively confined to work and no play or no close relationships with people around us is in my opinion not a life worth living, no matter how well paid we are.
So in summary, the answer to your question(s) cannot be obtained through any number of psychic readings, given by any number of psychics.
These life changing answers can only be obtained through direct first hand experience of your life and primarily through having a closer relationship with your own true inner spiritual nature and how well you get on with with others in your close and intimate relationships with them. In this manner and using these methods will you eventually find GOD, your true life mission, purpose, reason and a better balance between two things which should never have been separated from each other in the first place - your spirituality and the rest of your life as a whole.
Meditation and religion and finding the best job for you may to some degree help you move forwards on your journey, but YOUR LIFE IS BOTH THE JOURNEY, AS WELL AS BEING ITS DESTINATION.
OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.................,
EoT
