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| i been having so many events in this past weeks .. that have made me a bit busy .. |
Ditto!
You are far from being alone in feeling that you are being run off your feet.
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| the only thing i can assure you is that some part of me has come back ... |
That is the part which is preparing for the upcoming challenge ahead of you during at least but probably in my experience extending well beyond the next six months.
You definitely do already have a good idea about what the Chariot could be referring to in your daily life, but understandably did not recognise this because this will be effectively new territory for you, and you therefore can be excused for not immediately identifying with my interpretation.
The important thing to note here is that to a large extent this process of gaining greater understanding of yourself will happen almost automatically with minimal intervention required on your part to make it happen.
So not understanding the process fully at this stage is unlikely to cause any significant problems further down the road.
The challenge being presented to you over the coming months is well within your capabilities, so my advice for what you might feel that it is worth to you, is not to become too focused upon or fearful about what it might eventually turn out to be, as to do this could distract you from what is really of importance in your relationships with others.
Challenges are rarely if ever as major as we may predict that they will be. Do not exaggerate or magnify them in your mind, as doing this will quickly overpower your coping mechanisms, when without the extra stress produced by this unfortunate negative mental habit which human beings on average are pretty good at you would have otherwise sailed through this approaching time of testing of your character, relatively unaffected.
Nice to hear from you again as always, in spite of any unavoidable delays,
EoT
