No Thank you StormGirl Blue for doing the reading on me


the first thing Im picking up is that your feeling a whole lot more stressed that your letting on. You know that you’ll keep living, but seriously, you just want to cry.
I get that you have been strong for too long.. Like one then, then another, and you cope, because you have to.
But right now I have real tears, the kind that bring on bluesy and sniffles.

Yes I am more stressed than I am letting on. . .there are times when I feel that I have messed up my future in the past. . but I made those decisions and I havent asked too much from those around me only to let me stay with them til I get back on my feet. . and I do cope because I dont have a choice or it would overwhelm me. And what I have worked hard for in the past would crumble around me and everyone would be only too happy to jump in and do all the things that I have chosen not to do now.
I do allow myself in my own privacy to allow my emotions out. . because I know if I dont it will show up elsewhere in my body as a disease. . I am hoping it is also helping me to forgive myself for those decisions I have made in my past. . and nothing I chose I would change. . I guess it would just be nice to have some real acceptance of who I am from those closest to me. .


Im getting sonic clear... set your sights higher..( you do, you feel like saying ) lol, I know you want to scream at me for that one, was just the message that I have to deliver.  Expect more for yourself, don’t settle.
Im thinking you might be being asked here to look at the bigger picture.. The long run.. good riddance to the annoyances of the small things in life you don’t need.
keep in mind that for me I don’t know what Im on about when Im reading, Im a message bringer.. but
Whatever it is that your crying over now is past, you should expect better, and when you do the goodbye to the crap behind you that is hurting you now will be so much easier.
Im feeling that it is not just one thing, there is compound stress here. Seem people are horrible.. or more so they are so caught up in their own stuff they are not bothering to show you they care. Tell them to… You would be the first person to drop everything to support someone, its only fair that you can say, “hey.. its my turn…”

Yes. .  seeing the bigger picture is what I am not seeing but I do know it is out there. . I feel like I have a blank painters canvas in front of me. . and I have the freedom to choose what I want in my life but right now I have no freedom to move into it as I am stuck trying to clear up the debts of my past. .
I will be able to say goodbye to the crap when I move from my parents. . and it is hard living here after raising my son as a single parent for 18 years. . I have hardly any room to make better choices as to what I eat etc . . as I have a father who puts everything I do down. . which is what is doing the most of the constant hurting. . and as you have picked up on he is consumed with his own past as a Vietnam War Veteran


Im wondering if there is something going on around you that may turn into a legal case, or should be left in the hand of the lawyers. Im getting fighting..

No I am not involved in any legal cases at the moment and praying that I wont be. . I think it maybe the fact that I would love to start my business here but wont as Dad wont let me due to his worrying about my business being ran from home causing him to lose his pension. . and I dont want the ensuing stress of losing the relationship I have with my brothers and sisters


I need to tell you that your angels are your army..
I just drew an angel card n your behalf to look for more information for you.
I have “answered prayer”.. I don’t need to explain this one I sure.. just know that your prayers have been heard and they have been answered..

When things get to the point of overwhelming me. . I collect all my current worries and put them into a basket in my mind and I ask the Angels to take care of them for me. . I see a beautiful tapestry being woven with all of the strands leading me into the answers. . which is the world I am trying to create for myself and those who truly accept me for who I am with the gifts that I wish to share with the world


If you can make time out away from your routine I would highly recommend now for a holiday, or even just a weekend escape.. buy you need to leave the stress behind.. not time alone to feel blusey.. but the beach or a lake or something.. look for water..and no excess noise.

With my 40th birthday coming I have booked a concert ticket for myself. . I have never been to a concert. . a holiday would be nice but as work dont want to give the hours I wish for. . during the week. . I work every weekend. . I would be working I cant get anywhere. . but the last week have been asking the Angels to help me with getting a trip to swim with wild sea lions and dolphins . . so I need the time transport money and accomodation to make it happen


I cant thank you enough Will be sure to chat to you soon

Psycadelicangel