Thanks Again Tammy,
You were actually a lot of help then you'll ever know
I think I've been trying to be taught in a lesson in letting go for a while now that I havn't been completely open to.
It's very strange how you can love someone without actually being 'in love' with them, a lesson I've learned....
I'm sure I have much more to learn as I go, but I'm trying to remember that.

I remember earlier one day this summer going on a camping trip to the beach with some family and friends,,,and I snuck away by myself for a while to just sitt by the ocean, and just watching the waves crash and do their thing against the beautiful nova scotian shore the next day after a huge storm----  that day actually some young guy almost drowned due to an undercurrent.... and of course your first instinct as a human being is to swim as hard as you can and fight against it, but anyone who is experienced in that area will tell you that your best bet is just to go with it,,, wait until it brings you out to sea, then swim back to shore. The only way one can really have a fatal interaction is when they panic and fight against it, therefore tiring and exhausting themselves out.
If this makes any sense, I've always felt close to the ocean- but I've kind of realized that's what I was doing. It didn't make sense to me at the time and I refused to accept it and fought against it in my own way. Even though my Ex lived in a sublet directly behind me all summer and in an  extremely small town, I never ran into him once. Finally, I sent him a message, sort of offering an olive branch and saying that I really wish that we could be just friends again, and maybe that's all we were meant for in the first place... etc..positive messages relating to that..... and suddenly I ran into him 2-3 times in a day period.
You really need to go with the ebb and flow of life and really trust it.
I've known, but I guessed I've realized I really need to trust the Universe/Spirit a lot more in my life, and that good things are coming. I've probably been blocking a lot of other good things in my life by holding on to something, whether I like it or not, isn't meant to be held onto anymore at this point in time.
The little simple spell for letting go I came up with a while ago:

"Out of Sight, Out of Mind
I am now leaving you behind
You are not good for me
So I let you go
And set me Free"

Whenever I've had a negative thought relating to the topic I use that affirmation for myself and it's been making a huge difference so far, I've felt soo much stronger and greater than I have in a while!
Anyways,thanks again for your spiritual guidance-- you are a very talented psychic and healer, and I am very appreciative
I'll be sure to let you know and update you when I meet him, if he happens to be a 'brother' or not (I'm not gonna lie I kind of hope he's a musician as well, for some reason I've always had this weird thing for guitar players *fingers crossed* hahahah soo hot) Until then I've decided to be pretty happy being Teresa, focusing more on my own music,, and trying to be more intune with what Spirit intends for me.

Much love, I'm really grateful that we met!
-Teresa~