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Posts: 13 · Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2011 10:08 pm

Hi I'm new but I am really liking this sight and I am looking forward to doing a few readings of my own but I would like a reading for myself.
Lately I feel like nothing is going the way I want it to. Me and my boyfriend seem to be arguing more than usual. Are his feelings changing? Or is it me making him this way? I ask if it's me because we have decided to start trying for a baby and it isn't happening. I've even had a miscarriage. Is there something wrong with me? Will I have children in the future? Will I have a baby this year? My mom seems to be more stressed out too. Why is this? Is there anything I can do to help her?
What's in store for me this year in regards to my relationship, family, friends, work, and of course having the baby I want more than anything.
I know I just asked so many things all at once bit I would really appreciate if someone can answer these things for me please.
For some reason I can't read myself or anybody extremely close to me. Is it like that for anyone else?
Anyway thanks in advance for the reading and I promise you'll get feedback!

Posts: 987 · Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2011 11:05 pm

Stardust410 wrote:

Hi I'm new but I am really liking this sight and I am looking forward to doing a few readings of my own but I would like a reading for myself.

Hey! Welcome

You are so young to be giving readings I can't wait to see your energies evolve. Don't forget to G&P though, ground and protect!

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Lately I feel like nothing is going the way I want it to.

That is the time of year, there is a lot of turmoil around you right now but this will improve once you gather yourself up and concentrate on exactly what you want to do.

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Me and my boyfriend seem to be arguing more than usual. Are his feelings changing? Or is it me making him this way?

I think that is a big question and I will only look at part of it, of course youbeing half of the relationship have a huge bearing on what is going on and everything you do will create a reaction from him, sometimes it may be a hug or a smile, but sometimes it may be something that is not what you expect. Your energy lines are all over the place right now and although I can connect and tune in I am in two minds if you really do feel how you say. There is one side of you saying all this and another that is shying away almost embarrassed, or shy or regretful, maybe even scared, almost as if your sub-conscious is saying that you aren't what you think you are?

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I ask if it's me because we have decided to start trying for a baby and it isn't happening. I've even had a miscarriage. Is there something wrong with me? Will I have children in the future? Will I have a baby this year?

Oh, your poor thing, that is so sad. I am sure that you have been to the medics and sorted everything out so I won't lecture you on all that. You feel open, far too open, you need to close your self up more and I mean chakras, your energy is running wild and you really need to rein it all in and take time out for you for a while.

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My mom seems to be more stressed out too. Why is this? Is there anything I can do to help her?

Who can blame her? I am a mom too and I never stop stressing out about my kids! You can help her and this comes from me, talk to her and discuss things and she will then understand why you are feeling this way and why you want so much for her to understand, she is no mind reader, affection and time will bring things back together and make things so much easier.

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What's in store for me this year in regards to my relationship, family, friends, work, and of course having the baby I want more than anything.

Your energies are all over the place like I just said, you need to regroup and get your thing together for a while before you make any more decisions, build up that fizz again, allow yourself to stretch and fill up your meridiens, allow yourself to grow and become what you are meant to be, then things will start to come together and you will achieve more than you dream of.

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I know I just asked so many things all at once bit I would really appreciate if someone can answer these things for me please.
For some reason I can't read myself or anybody extremely close to me. Is it like that for anyone else?

I read for myself and don't have a problem, but I use Tarot when I want to ask a question, I also find that information is given to me when I least expect it and it does not come in the form of a reading but a message. I also don't ever read for any family or loved ones, I find no need, I am always within their energy range and their aura and mine mingle, maybe you are just too close, why read for them when you can be a more direct source of help?

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Anyway thanks in advance for the reading and I promise you'll get feedback!

Feedback is a bonus and althought welcome not expected, but it is nice to know when a seeker picks up their reading

Posts: 79 · Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2011 11:19 pm

nice reading !!!

Posts: 13 · Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2011 11:29 pm

First off thanks for replying so quick! One if the post had stated that newbies don't always get their post answered until they have posted a few things so I didn't know what to expect.
You cleared up slot of things for me. I didn't know if it was just me over thinking everything but I do feel like my emotions are all over the place and kinda out of control right now.
When you mentioned feeling two different things in reference to my relationship you were right on! I do love my boyfriend with all my heart and you felt that energy. But you also caught the energy of me being scared. I'm scared to get hurt. Like maybe I love him too much and he doesn't feel the same. So that's where the two different feelings come from.
I guess I have become way too obsessed with having a baby lately. I don't feel that I'm wrong to want to start a family but I do agree that maybe I need to sort everything out. My friend was practicing tarot so I let her give me a reading and she said that she saw me never having children and ever since it's just been driving me crazy wondering if that's true.
If you don't mind me asking, is that true?
I have never tried tarot so I'm not sure if maybe I can read myself that way and I don't really know how to use tarot cards but I think that maybe if I practice more and give my talents time to grow I'll be able to read myself.
Thank you!

Posts: 987 · Posted: Thu Jan 27, 2011 12:57 pm

Stardust, thank-you for writing such detail, you have made me smile, you know.. your energy has changed already, there is already a peacefulness coming from deep within your words, you just needed to look inwards to find it.

Now your friend and the Tarot reading, uhhh oh, I read Tarot, I LOVE Tarot but being quite honest no-one can ever say that you will never have a baby just from a Tarot reading - or any reading for that matter - and no-one except a medically trained obstetrician then should say that or even hint at it! I am sure she was only trying to be helpful, and I would love to chat to her, but no-one has the right to take away hope like that or plant a seed of doubt. I know how a reading can affect us deep down inside but please don't give any more thought to those cards.

The future is not set in stone. You have your whole life in front of you and if you want a baby, when the time is right I have no doubt that you will do just that ( taking into account all the usual medical disclaimer, blurby stuff of course). Work on getting everything in order, everything right so that you can be happier and more content becasue that will show outwardly and then rub off on everyone you meet

Think positive, banish any doubts, don't give them the time of day!