Hello guys, it's been a long time since i've been active around this parts. What brings me back, well ... i'm in some sort of energy "crisis" for a long time now.

I lack energy in almost all aspects of my life but what i lack the most i think is "life force" if i can call it like this. And because of this, or at least that is what i believe, i can't do much, i can't focus, my mind is really shifting fast, if i can put it like that, from one thing to another, and the worst is that mostly is nonsense (the ideas my mind run).

I can't focus at all on long term objectives, hmmmmm ... i can't focus at all on any objectives that go beyond one week maybe. I lack the will to work, to live life as i should. I spend my days doing my same old routines that is doing nothing. Not being sad nor happy, not feeling mostly anything for quite some time now and when i try to get happy thoughts, in the last years a lot of "dark" things invade my mind.

My stamina is really low, my physical strength and health are fading more and more each day leaving me without the power to do anything and in pain.

I would say my life sux but i'm not depressed and it does not, i realize that what i lack is not goodfortune or quite anything else except what i might generalize as "life force" running trough me.

And i have no idea why is that so, i don't eat that healthy but i stay away as much as i can from junk food and i rarely touch fast foods, maybe once in a couple of months.

I live in a big city surrounded by the same things, radionic/magnetic/cell phones/smog and you name it like everyone else but seems that i lack more of this things then other do.

And my life is kind of in decline because of this. I have no clue what is wrong with me, what is the thing that affects me so much. Could be external or internal, idk ... and i tried to find a way out of this situation but in vain. And my good days are becoming further and further apart from each other.

Maybe someone with good "skills" and with the expertize could run a "diagnostic" for me and see if you find out anything. I know it doesn't mean much coming from a stranger over the net but i would really appreciate it and hopefully one day i might return the favor.

Let me know if you need anything from me.
I've also attached a picture if you think it will help you.

Welcome back stranger!

As long as this reading is seen as an energy diagnostic and not a medical diagnostic one, I have no problems with doing this on your behalf.



Actually it can often mean much more coming from a stranger over the web (I really hope that you do not think of me as a total stranger), when compared to someone like yourself who is too close to the situation, and who is as a result too emotionally involved with the outcome to be able to read things objectively. Which is precisely why readers often seek readings from their colleagues for an objective assessment of their own situation, as you yourself are now doing.

I originally planned on seeing your request to leave this for at least the next 24 hours, then get back to you with an energy reading. But I felt that your cry for help was especially urgent and because there are such close parallels between us with reference to chronically low energy levels, I was prompted to get straight on with this before things get any worse for you, and you might become diSPIRITED.

For what you and I suffer with on a regular basis is a spiritual form of an environmental illness or soul emptiness.

The proper term for our common condition is SPIRITUAL ENNUI, which translates to an all pervasive feeling of boredom, only an apparent lack of energy or life force, and a lack of any feeling of purpose and direction in our current lifetimes.

When I said apparent lack of energy or life force, I was not simply playing with words with the intention to impress you with my brilliance, or to confuse you even more than you already are about what is really going on within you.

The simple fact is that you have an abundance of this life force available to you. If there is any problem, it is not an overall shortage of chi or prana or may the life force be with you, which is at the core of it.

Just imagine for the moment that there is an infinite constantly refilling reservoir of clear, pure water attached to the very top most point of your head (yes I recognise that the image of this in your mind might seems ridiculous and pointless to you at present, but please bear with me for the moment). Now to take my visualisation exercise further, picture what might happen if we just fully opened the tap at the bottom of the reservoir of H2O, and allowed the water to pour into your entire body at full blast with no attempt whatsoever to channel or control its force or direction. Probably after only a short space of time, your entire body would be declared a natural disaster area, as the full force and constant turbulence of the released torrent of water basically tears every single cell of your body to smaller pieces.

Now instead of the above disaster scenario, substitute a computer controlled tap and a series of carefully designed channels or tributaries leading off one another eventually to every single part of your physiology, branching continuously into pipes of decreasing diameter in which the destructive force of the entire reservoir of the wet stuff can be contained and stepped down to a level that just the right amount of water reaches each cell, and not a drop more (and at just the right force and rate to maintain the proper balance). Such a more controlled and properly directed flow of water is going to be much more conducive to continued life and good health when compared to the previous disastrous example?

Now for the reservoir of water, put in its place a reservoir of life force or energy which is also infinite, and constantly refilled by the Universe. In place of the computer controlled tap, substitute the immense power of your own thoughts to control and direct that life force. In place of the water pipes or conduits, replace these with what the Chinese call our body's meridians or lines conducting this spiritual energy to every cell, often following a long, complicated and twisted course before it finally arrives at its proper and intended destination.

So in summary we both have a problem with our computer controlled taps, and our pipes are progressively becoming clogged up and therefore increasingly useless for what they were originally designed to do. We have at different times in our lives, the two extreme opposite conditions.

Either our taps are frozen open or shut, or the water/life force is being made to find another pipe to use, because the one it was meant to use is partially or fully blocked, effectively cutting off the water/life force to the part of the body where it was meant to go.

How can we gain increasing degrees of control over our taps and our network of pipes or meridians?

Mainly by becoming more consciously aware that the energy is available, asking the Universe that it will be sent in our direction (a step which most people are not willing to take, presumably because of false self pride and a desire to do it completely by themselves without any outside assistance being felt necessary), then learning through direct experience and feedback as to how best to use our thoughts to channel just the right amount of energy to where it is most badly and urgently needed.

Not just positive thinking alone, but this combined with having a carefully planned strategy and practical approach to helping oneself as best you are able. Love and faith by themselves are not enough. We must each take responsibility for doing whatever we are reasonably able to increase the chances of a positive and successful outcome.

Isn't it a crying shame that in the second decade of the 21st century we all this information and affluence and material wealth with which many of us are surrounded, that we seem at the same time to be at our lowest ebb of happiness and contentment with our lives as a whole? With all this material wealth surrounding us, why are we ourselves so spiritually poor and empty?

The proposition that your reading is presenting you with is that it is not so much that there is any shortage of life force available to you to use how you best see fit, but first you need to be aware that it is there for you when you need it, and ASK.

Then you require someone other than myself who is both knowledgeable and empathic enough to teach you to properly access and distribute that life force at just the right rate, amount and in the right direction, so that the entire system of energy transmission and networking operates at maximum efficiency.

The missing critical parts needed for this energy transmission and distribution to work properly are for you to gradually over your lifetime discover your main purpose and reason for existing on this planet at this deeply troubled moment in its history.

This sounds to be a formidable task for anyone to carry out, and I would be lying if I told you that it will be easy. No matter how gifted and motivated you may be to re-energise yourself, this is going to be a steep upwards learning curve for all of us. But it is a challenge which each of us must ultimately in our own unique ways and time, rise to and have a victory over.

Don't panic if you have not even partly worked out yet what your main purpose and reason is, as at the still tender age of 25 years you most likely have at least another 50 years or more (God willing) to work on this major project. Take this seriously enough to want to do something to improve matters, but not so seriously that you might forget to enjoy the journey between now and then. As life is just as much about our journey towards greater self understanding and wisdom, as it is about its destination.

Hoping that this amusing but also intended to be highly educational and life affirming visual metaphor helps you at least in some small way to get your life force accessibility, transmission and distribution network increasingly under your control for all the right reasons, as time and your life both move inexorably forwards.

Namaste,

eye_of_tiger

Great Response as always EOT!
I'd like to add to your response,,,

It's time to tune to a different frequency, Put that music on and let the sunlight in through the windows. Control your thoughts and actions, meditation on the lighter side of humanity and not on what you can not deal with.

Remember who you are!

Kelley!

Hello EOT thank you for your answer, i'm aware of it since you posted but i was busy to post a full length response to it since i had to prepare for an exam and also had some work to do. I still lack the time to elaborate right know but i figured i should at least say thank you since idk when i will be able to give the proper replay to your response that i certainly enjoyed.

Thank You
and hope i'll be back soon to replay

You are very welcome!

Wishing you all the very best with your exam and results, and your making the effort to let me know ahead of time that a full response will follow in due course is I can assure you much appreciated by yours truly.

Be sure to drink adequate amounts of fresh, pure drinking water when preparing and sitting for exams (although drinking too much at one time does have its uncomfortable downside when you are confined to the examination room for several hours with no visits allowed to the nearest convenience), as while the adult human body is estimated to contain on average 60% to 70% water (90% at birth, decreasing to as low as 50% with increased age), the brain itself is normally anything up to 85% H2O (or higher).

The consequences of becoming even partially dehydrated due to not consuming more water than we lose in every 24 hour period are therefore often felt first in our inability to remember, and to focus exclusively of all distractions on the mental task currently in hand.

Which is definitely bad news for anyone such as yourself who is studying or sitting for an exam, especially if the condition is made even worse by the consumption of coffee or alcohol to keep you awake, which only depletes our water levels even further.

Ignore or totally disregard this well intended advice, at your own peril.

I tell you these things not because I am medically qualified to advise you or after I read it on the internet or in a book, but rather as a result of painful first hand experience of the all pervasive symptoms of chronic dehydration (due mainly to the nature my medical condition), and my ongoing concern as your friend that you will be at your mental best when the need is greatest.

EoT