Hi, I am back after a long time. I would love to have a reading if someone can give me one.

My husband has a mental illness (recursive depression) and has been hospitalized twice. He loves me a lot. And we are very happy together. This time he has fallen for a girl or that's what he says. but we both are not sure if it is inability to decide because of his illness. His doctor feels the same. I am not sure where my life is headed.. I am sure I will overcome this but he will break. thank you in advance

Welcome back

I am so sorry to hear of your husband's illness problems, it must make things very difficult for you.

The first thing I noticed was that you openely say that he loves you but there is no mention that you love him? You seem quite secure and have a strong life line heading into the future and I get the impression that you stay together because you feel sorry for him sometimes. I am actually getting a really strange conflicting view, almost like the way a parent loves a child. I have no doubt that you will succeed and that you will survive, but you also feel a responsibiity for your husband, you know you are far stronger than him and this may explain the role revesal as you feel that you are in charge and the dominant force.
You need to have a good long hard think and make a list of priorities, what you want, your goals, your dreams, your wants and needs and then see how you can achieve all those things You know there is an element of playing with fire here, live emotions and real hearts. Nothing lasts forever but sometimes a good fire is needed to recharge the soil and to allow new seeds to sprout.

Cassie

Thanks Cassie for the wonderful reading.

I love him a lot too maybe my love makes me overlook his bad behavior. He thinks of me as having given him a second life. I may be the force behind him but he will never let go of control even though he knows he may be wrong. I am very sure I dont want to leave him ever if he behaves. But he does get irritated when I say I want to run away when he gives me a bad time. We both are sure we will not be happy without each other but this time I am not sure where he is headed. But I guess whatever happens, happens for the best and no one can take better care of yourself but you

Rachael, thanks for replying, I know you will take the right care too


Cassie xx

Hi there,my names Steenbean and I would greatly appreciate it if I could have a General Reading on here. My real name is Justine,DOB is 3/20/1986.
I feel lost right now in life. I would like  to know if I`m a bad person from my first relationship 2-3 years ago? Will I meet a better guy for me when and where?  Will I ever get a better job?  Does my mom love my brother more than me,if so why? Will my relationship with my brother ever get better? Am I overall a bad person? Will I ever be happy? What does the future hold for me? Will I ever see my ex friend Sarah Cotant again? Anything positive going to happen to me? Have I let my parents down in any way,and why? Is Fashion Merchandising the right career for me? I know these are alot of questions to ask,but you don`t have to answer all of them if you don`t want to.
I just feel like I need answers to some of these,not all. I understand I can`t expect you to give me a reading on here,but if you can,I would greatly appreciate it very much. I appreciate whoever reads this and can find it in their heart to answer some not all of my questions.Thanks.