im finally out of a huge depression in my life but now...

Lately ive been alittle stuck, i feel like im just being, because im having trouble making choices, weighing pros and cons, in the end it just ends up leaving me in a mess :/ must be the weather.. lol.
some big things such as what to do for college... gettng a new job... getting in a realationship. seems like everything is a mess in my mind, maybe alittle guidance with finding myself and making my own choices

thank you
love and light

You are indeed beating your heart out at the budding age of 19.
What is the matter with you?

I like your sense of humour too whereby you attribute your current to the situation to the weather... LOL

Truly, what is your problem? You are only 19 for goodness sake and you want to conquer them all in one go: education, job, relationship...... and do you really need the latter if you are feeling so confused?

You have just beaten depression my good friend and are you so eager to get back into it by confusing your mind with all these thoughts all at the same time?

Ask yourself: what is the first priority in my life RIGHT NOW and hear for the answer that comes to you? Then start dealing with that ONE aspect at the time. Then you go on to the other one and, if you want a little bit of advice, you can leave the relationship thingy for last.

Congratulations on beating the wretched depression, but please save yourself from getting into another one.

Please come back to us as to which one you gut instinct told you to be your first priority and we can take it from there.

Hugs to you.

will do
thank you
and that helped a tremendous amount

Many blessings to you.

Do let us know please.

i though about it.
and id have to say my education is the most important to me now
and in my future.
i have so many choices.  haha i just wanna do it all

im not sure where to go which step to take for college and such.
why it causes me such anxiety with this choice im not sure. :/
but i know that is one thing i cannot just let sit.