What are the colleges available to you for the course(s) you want to take?

well. see thats my problem, i cant choose where i want to go :(
but i need to stay relitivly to home for resons, ive been accepted to the few i applied to.
and they all have great clases and courses.

ive been stuck between music and art. there are soooo much to those. which make it harder
like music: music buisness, theater... and so on
and art: graphic design, advertising, fashion design, fine art, interior design, there are so many ways to go
and each i cant chose one over the other
because they are all my love,
seems like a good thing that i can do so much with my hands and mind
but its not as great as it seems when you cant choose :/

Beatxur3heartout, congrats on coming out of that depressive phase! I think you ought to check out the Feng Shui forum to strengthen those areas in your life that you need help in. It will help ground you and bring harmony back in your life. Find out what your KUA number is and we can take a look how your living area is situated and what in your surroundings you can change to improve things for you. I swear it works and can bring tremendous positive changes. Just keep the right intention in mind when making those adjustments, just doing some interior decorating and moving some furniture will work wonders and maybe inspire your creative side further!!

There you go my friend...
More help at hand for you.

Hugs and all the best to you.

Beatxur3heartout,

There are a few free ebooks, courses and tips on feng Shui out there, btw... check out these links:

http://www.rising-dragon.co.uk/feng-shui-courses/free-feng-shui-courses.php

http://101fengshuitips.com/

http://www.astro-fengshui.com/

http://www.fengshuifreelessons.com/transform

http://www.circle-of-light.com/fengshui/bagua-map.html

http://www.fengshuipalace.com/bagua.php

They usually let you sign up for free email tips, too. Careful, be prepared to take in a lot of information. Don't let it overwhelm you =) *wink*