Hello skittles, I have done a tarot card reading for you ...
Are you maybe on some sort of break or hiatus right now, maybe a break from school or off work or maybe in between jobs, maybe the return to the routine seems certain but perhaps you are not looking forward to it?

I feel though you are a hard working person and maybe partly this is why the trepidation, you push yourself to go? So maybe returning to the grind is a sort of double-edged sword?
I feel like maybe you are somewhat of a rationalist? So maybe you are not the type to wait and see what happens, etc, but perhaps instead tend to be proactive? It feels also like there are people around who are of a similar disposition so it is an encouraging environment =)
I personally don't try to predict to the future with tarot, but I will share the cards which came up, which are the Ace of Wands for immediate future, which suggests maybe getting back in the grind will hold some excitement for you that is unforeseen? Also the culimination card is the Queen of Swords, which suggest a good management of affairs which bodes well for getting back into the swing of things and maintaining the momentum, and I hope this is the case
Thanks for letting me do a reading, I hope this is helpful
Cards:
( Celtic Cross )
1. 4 of Swords
2. 10 of Wands
3. The Star
4. Ace of Pentacles
5. Four of Cups
6. Ace of Wands
7. The Heirophant
8. The Emperor
9. Eight of Wands
10. Queen of Swords