Hi Mangomom!

You did a reading for me about 2 months ago that gave me a lot of food for thought - and for that I'm thankful.  I thought I might give you an update and also ask a question relating to that reading.

In some ways not much has changed, but in other ways there has been a major shift in the way I view and think about the world.  I'm not sure if this is right for me to think this way... or whether I'm just being cynical/frustrated without purpose..

In that reading you mentioned that
1) There would be a decision I'd have to make
2) I was opening my records unconsciously.
3) I needed to meditate more.

The decision - I'm not sure what it was about.  Can you access this and let me know?  Is this about my brother?

Opening records/meditations - I do meditate more now and am finding that I'm getting connections with my guides that I didn't have before.  I'm experiencing a tingling in my head (which has been around strongly around the last month), like as if a hand is holding the back of my head (like a skull cap) and sometimes around my third eye.  I know that I'm getting messages but I don't know how to interpret them.  I just don't know what I'm supposed to do.  Do I try to "see"?  Try to "hear"?  Try to "feel"?  I'm just not even sure whether it's just my imagination.  All I know is that when I ask for a sign, it doesn't come (like, ever - I've asked in a multitude of different ways and yet, nothing) - I don't know what to look/listen for.

In my meditations however I get symbols - such as rings (gold rings mostly).  Books  - old books, hebrew or sanscript type writing - that I can't read.  Also, lions.

Basically that is the background of what I've been working with over the past couple of months (sorry, you probably didn't really want to know/read it, a bit wordy lol!!)

My question is in relation to all this though - it's all connected.
Who are my guides and what are they trying to tell me?  HOW are they trying to tell me?  What specifically do I look out for in order to hear etc?  I get the feeling that one is a man, one is a woman and one is like a shadow.  Strange I know, I have no idea about the third one.  What/Who is it? (or maybe just my imagination. Maybe there are more, or less??  I did do a meditation recently where I was asked to invite my guides into the space and there were ALOT there!  Strange that things change, hence maybe just my imagination?)

What was that decision all about?

And with those two things in mind - I suppose it all comes down to this:  What's in store for me?  I feel like something is coming and I feel like it's in relation to guides/decision that I mentioned above etc etc  What?

Sorry about the lengthy post but you really struck a chord with me last time, you really gave me a lot to think about and haven't been far from my thoughts this whole time.  I was going to ask for a reading last month, but felt like I had to wait until now.  I'm ready to know.

Cheers,
M :)

(I've sent you a pm with my details :)

Hi Hon, waiting on additinal information, sent you a PM

heya, just sent you the info on pm!  Sorry about that! oops!

Wow, Zooey, I am so glad you have reached this point of awareness in your life.  I am not sure that we need to open your records.  Thank you so much for the feedback, it really helps.  As far as the decision, they were not specific for a reason, so I won't go there, you just need to ask your God and your guides to assist you to make the right decision with the tools and information you have at this time.

Your meditations are beginning to open your "third eye" even more, it is not important to know who your guides are, and don't try to figure out what they are saying, just let it be, it will come to you.  I know this awakening is exciting and you think you must have all the answers right away, but what is important is for you to get to know the feelings and your guides.  You do have a lot of them and they come to you as you need each one.  Obviously the three that have come forth are the ones you need at the moment, I am guessing study or education in a new modality is coming up that they want to assist you with.  SpirtTalk has some invaluable information on Meditations and getting to know your innerself.  Check out the posts and information offered there.  That is your next step and then we will chat again.  

Thank you again for your feedback, I have been where you are and was so intense on getting the information and getting it right the first time, the instense feeling is awesome and scarry, but you are fine, just take your time hon.

Lots of Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom

Thanks Mangomom, it feels good to know that things are going forward with my spirits and I really, really look forward to getting to know them better if that's actually on the cards (hope so).

I guess, not knowing is really playing havoc with everything else though.  I'm going through a horrible time with my job and wanting to connect better with my guides in order to get me through this time, help me go the right path - I know it's all connected somehow but - I just can't seem to get answers I need to keep going and because I don't I feel stuck.  It's like being stuck in limbo, which is very frustrating.  Since what I do affects people daily, me being in limbo actually ends up hurting others (and self). It's upsetting and am beginning to lose hope in everything I do and ready to just stop ...doing, I guess.

I'll keep asking them and see if anything comes up.

Where can I find Spirit talk?  (sorry is that a newbie question? hehe)