I have a leery feeling meeting up with my ex today (the 6th) to give him his things back. He then wants to take me to a wooded park for a picnic to discuss why we're no longer going to work out.

I have been on this site before. I got an amazing reading from a Lady with my same Birthday, Today, August 6th. I cannot remember her name and the word Wings comes to my mind. She could read me like she knew everything in my life. I cannot find her and none of the names look familiar to being her name.

Regardless, I'm coming out of a 4 year relationship. All of my future plans we're with this love of my life.

My questions are: Where does my life turn now? Will I become homeless? Will there be any illnesses getting in the way?   Will all of these miserable "curses" that keep coming into my life finally stop? Will be be back together, lasting? (Sorry so many, I am kind of lost and confused.)

My Birthday is August 6th, 1976.
My ex's is June 8th, 1980.


I sincere appreciate this reading.

Happy Birthday for what is now my yesterday Lion,  

The person you are probably looking for was once a moderator on this forum named flight _of_angelwings who is sadly for all of us no longer working on this website, but I do understand your very genuine reasons for wanting to find such a highly capable and intuitive reader and loving soul once again as she still undoubtedly is to many of us who remember her friendship and great generosity of spirit.







taken from the lyrics of the John Lennon song "Beautiful Boy"

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/john_lennon/beautiful_boy.html

Where does your life turn now? It is obvious to me that you cannot turn back the clock as though the relationship never happened and continue to live forever in the past, no matter how attractive the idea might first seem to you. You have forever been changed by the experience, but you do have a definite choice to be made as to what lessons you will carry with you from this one which has now ended into any future relationships you will have. So from your reading you have basically two available options being presented to you.

You can either select to give up completely on ever having another close relationship with a man, and by so doing unknowingly condemn yourself to a life of loneliness and regret, or as I sincerely hope you will choose take what positive lessons are to be learnt from your more painful life experiences with reference to matters of the heart, and move forwards with your life once again with both faith and courage as your constant and loyal travelling companions. Do not carry all your negative emotional baggage with you, and in the process spoil any chances you might have had otherwise to find the deep and lasting type of love, which I feel that you so richly deserve.

Will you become homeless?

Are you suggesting that as your plans of living with him are now over that you could as a result become so depressed that you could lose your job and then become homeless as a result of your loss of income to pay the mortgage or rent? I suppose that this is always a possibility (most things in life are), but the probability of this happening according to your reading currently falls somewhere in the range between 20% and zero, that is of course unless you do choose to give up and allow your ex to spoil the rest of your life without him ever knowing he managed to do it after you separated from one another.

Will there be any relatively serious illnesses getting in your way during the period of time commonly thought to be covered by a reading of the type given here (approximately 6 months).

We are not allowed as readers on this site to make predictions about or diagnose health issues, which must only be discussed with a qualified doctor. But if you do continue to drag all of those negative lessons and pieces of emotional baggage with you from the failed relationship for at least the next six months, your body's immune system is listening intently, and will then carry out your negative commands to it to effectively shut down and give all the bugs around you a golden opportunity to mount a major attack upon the living temple of your soul.

So go figure what may be the end result of your mainly subconscious tendency to keep dragging these self destructive lessons or pieces of baggage with you upon your general level of health, and your chance of subsequently becoming seriously ill through one of many numerous different microbes.

Will all of these miserable "curses" that keep coming into your life finally stop you in your tracks?

The true fact of life that you are evidently yet to realise is that nobody including life itself has placed a curse upon you. The only real "curse" which has been placed upon you is self inflicted by your own subconscious mind, and is therefore by definition neither intentional nor your fault.

This "curse" you refer to is the largely unspoken belief that since one relationship has failed that you are somehow forever destined by cruel fate perhaps as a fitting form of punishment for something you unknowingly did or did not do right in the past that has come back to haunt you, to a life spent unhappily alone with only your bitter regrets to hold onto.

Since this belief has regularly been practised and reinforced over the years and is largely unconscious, it is going to be difficult to easily reverse it's potentially damaging effects or to get at it by normal means available to other than a doctor of the mind. But your reading is not saying that it will be impossible to eventually do both of these, if you are willing to admit that you may be unintentionally harbouring such a soul destroying belief, and not be willing to reach out for professional help in shifting this "curse" if it is as your reading suggests already deeply entrenched.

Will you both be back together, lasting? Sorry, but I presently see nothing in your reading which even mildly indicates that this is a possibility worth further consideration. Nor with due respect do I feel that this would be in either of your best interests, even if it were to eventually happen. The purpose or reason for you coming together (possibly again) in this current lifetime is now at an end, and it would not serve any useful purpose to prolong the extra agony doing this would cause you both.

The vital lesson here is all about you moving forwards, not backwards. If you try to swim upstream  against the currents of life under this mistaken belief, you have an excellent recipe for disaster. Swim with the flow of life instead, and sometimes the best and only way to show another person that you love them is to be willing to let them go, so that you will each open the doors of opportunity for forming relationships with other partners in the future.

Unfortunately in order to read his thoughts and intentions directly, I would necessarily need to give you a third party reading which is not permitted according to the site reading rules, so your ex will always remain the biggest unknown factor in this equation. This means that at any time he could suddenly make any of my predictions totally invalid by doing something quite unexpected towards getting back together with you, but your reading suggests that the chances of this happening before you are too old to care any more how he feels are negligible to say the least, tending towards completely absent.

Make this your 33rd birthday a red letter day and potentially the beginning of a new and exciting phase of your love life by consciously deciding now to fully let go of him in both your mind and heart (always much easier said than done), and by so doing give yourself a free ticket out of your thought prison (get out of jail free card).

Love, Light and Healing to you both,  

eye_of_tiger (male)