Hi Mangomom,

Please give me a reading when you find time.

I dont have any question in particular, I have plenty of problems though. Yet, I dont want to ask a  particular question for reading. By asking a particular question I might be diverting the attention towards the specific issue while there might be something else in my life which might need  more attention. Could you just look up the Akashik records for me and give me a reading on any aspect of my life..

Thanks in advance.

Dearest Lost,

I received your information and have opened your records.  Your question was



You will find a long term partner as soon as you work on your mistrust issues.  You had a very bad relationship several years back and are still so angry and hurt from that event that you have just become stale, wallowing in your own pool of anger, mistrust and wasting and burning so much energy.  Hon, that event happened for a reason to make you aware and understand the flaws in human nature, not to dwell on it for so long.  Look at the brighter side of the events, there were some very good times and they were there to help you see what you want in a partner.  Don't dwell on the things you don't want, that is wasting good spiritual caring, loving, laughing, happy times.

This has become so embedded in your spirit that you need to forgive and release.  I have two prayers for you to cite each day, morning or evening and feel free to edit for your comfort.

FORGIVENESS:

If there is anyone or anything that has hurt me in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it.  If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it.  This I ask for the highest good of others and myself.

RELEASING PRAYER

If what I am experiencing is not mine, may God have his shield around me and I release whatever it may be to him.  This I ask for the highest good of others and myself.

As far as your income, I see that you have already begun to prepare for an income and it will be successful (this statement could be interpretive) but it will take time, 6 to 8 months.  It will manifest faster if you follow through with the prayers and forgive and release, those negative energies are holding you back from advancing in your life all around.  You cannot go forward until you see the light of your God sourrounding you and blessing you will his love.  You can forgive, because your God is greater than you and sees so much more negative, hurtful things and forgives immediately, so why can't you?  

You were so happy and fun to be around before but many tend to shy away from you now because you are rather unpleasant to be around.

Hon, I do apologize for the strong response you received, but obviously you needed the big push to awaken and see what you have become, you will be healed by God's love and understanding and will attract so many more admirable people.  God Loves you no matter what, now it is time for you to step up and love yourself.

May you receive all the blessings God has in store for you

Much Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom

Thank you very much for this reading Mangomom.



I have some fears which is true but I dont know how or when I developed these fears, I dont even know if they were always there within me.
I asked if I will be in a relationship, but to be honest I never tried to find a partner or to be in a relationship. Infact, i pushed away anyone who wanted to know me.
I want to be in a relationship  yet i do not allow anyone to come near me. Its very complicated and hard for me to explain.
I dont blame any person or relationship for my fears though.





i am sorry, i didnt understand this. Do you mean to say that i will find a source of income in around 6-8 months, but that could be more quicker and more successful if i release the negative energy that holds me back?
you didnt write what negative enery holds me back in this area.
Or is it that the same mistrust issues that you wrote in context to my relationships also apply here? If so, how can that be. Is my source of income/ career also opening doors to my love life.




You dont have to apologize for anything. I am here for a reading/guidance, this can only be given if i am willing to know where I am wrong and what i can do to correct.
Thank you for taking the time to give me a reading. When you find time can you please clarify the part i did not understand.

Mangomom, I was re-reading your post and i want to ask about this part you wrote.
you said the event happened for a reason, i should learn and move on. you also said look at the brighter side of the events. do you mean the same event? as in a good side and a bad side to the event. Or do you mean that following that particular event there were more good events that i failed to see..

Dear Lost,

In response to your questions, your income will be profitable in about 6 to 8 months, that is if you work on your mistrust of others, it does cooincide with the relationship problems as well.  You will be able to survive but will see profits in that lenght of time.  Most new businesses generally take up to a year before profits are seen.

Learning from past experiences and seeing the experiences as good things, not dwelling on the bad events and the negatives is what moves us forward.  If you want a relationship, you must put forth effort and have a smile, you need to love yourself before you can expect someone else to love you.

Take some time to absorb the information, the readings don't have to make sense at first, it sometimes takes a little time to understand.

Many Blessings,
MangoMom