| claireinnes1982 wrote: |
I never thought it was malicious in nature - the whole spirits stopping me from getting a job. Its like I get the feeling that if I had kept trying for a baby after I had had the miscarriage, they would have prevented that also because my body is not correct with the hernia and it would cause me a lot of trouble so I decided I need to get that sorted out first and so its been months and now finally I will see the key-hole surgeon on Monday and then hopefully not long after, I will have the operation. Maybe its the completion of this stage of my life? I always think of the stages of life as like a petrol tank - start with a full tank and happiness and then end with the rubbish in the bottom of the tank you know? Its just that this bottom of the tank has been ongoing for a long time now. Im hoping the latter part of this year will be the start of the fresh tank.
I got a letter about the norwegian lessons and they are £650 which we do not have at the moment - we need to somehow save about £5000 for a tax bill that is coming our way from Staale's work. So I have been desperate to get a job for months now, been applying, been trying hard but not getting anywhere, meanwhile my health gets worse with the hernia. So it led me to the conclusion that spirit are perhaps hindering me there so I can get my health sorted first. They seem to take an active part in my life thats for certain!! haha. I love them for it though but its tough with the stress it puts on Staale to be the sole bread winner.
As for the jobs, yes most of the clients would communicate in English so surely I would be at an advantage there? I just have to hope and pray that when Ive had the operation that things will start happening.
I know your not a medium but do you see things starting to happen around August?
thanks tiger |
Hello again Claire (and Cedars),
You are of course as always very welcome for the reading. It was my pleasure and privilege to feel that I have in some small way helped and comforted you, without unintentionally offering you false hope and empty words, or filling your head with outright lies in order to deceive you into believing that I must possess some mysterious psychic power or ability that you do not equally have yourself.
I am genuinely sorry that it has taken me so long to get back to you in answering your questions, but having just done 12 readings over various other websites other than this one within the last three days I am seeing spots before my eyes - literally.
I now understand that you were not suggesting that spirits maliciously prevented you from becoming pregnant, but that your guide may have felt that it would not be within your body's ability to bear the extra strain involved until your hernia operation has been done and it has at least partially recovered from the shock of both the miscarriage and hernia itself that it was under, while leading up to you having the keyhole surgery done.
The spirits (or specifically in your case it is more likely to be your main spirit guide) could be hindering from falling pregnant again at this time, only with your very best interests and body's capacity to deal with the extra stress normally involved in mind, and not for malicious purposes in the form of a psychic attack.
Unfortunately I cannot be any more specific as to exact time scale involved - whether or not it will happen by August or any other month for that matter, but I feel that all three of us (yourself, Cedars and me) agree that the hernia operation is at the head of the list.
Since as I suspected many of your clients speak English then the ridiculous price of the Norwegian language course only confirms that this would probably be a waste of valuable financial resources which would better be spent on your baby when it arrives, and that it would be unnecessary in the general scheme of things.
In other words not doing the Norwegian language course is I feel going to have very few negative consequences if any for your chances of becoming the successful applicant for this job, and honestly I would tend to advise you to not give it another thought, unless your employer is willing by some remote miracle to foot the bill for it while you are already working for him.
It is the best possible order or priority list of the events which I think is being talked about as being more important here, instead of precisely predicting when you could reasonably expect each individual step to happen, although I do completely understand your anxiety and impatience in not having any feelings of direction or any sense of security that things will eventually work out for both you and Staale with regards to your overall levels of health and energy, becoming more financially secure through getting the job you wanted, and ultimately whether or not as a couple you will eventually be blessed as new parents.
I feel that the reading I have given is both honest and complete as it is, and unless you have any further questions directly arising from what I have written in it, there is very little I believe I can add to further reduce your understandable concerns for your own health and welfare, and your possibly soon to be increasing in number family's future.
May your God go with you always,
eye_of_tiger
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