Dear MangoMom,

Life is going fine for me at the moment and Eye of Tiger gave me an inspiring Tarot reading in April regarding my work/career/direction.
So I'm quite pleased with what is happening there, currently.  

What I would really be grateful for, this time, would be an Akashic reading about my past lives.
I've always been interested in this (and in reading what you share about other members' past lives here) so I'm quite surprised I haven't actually asked for a reading about it until now!

I'm extremely curious indeed and would love to know more about my past and how it has helped shape the person I am in this life.
(For example, I have a very sentimental fascination with history...and wonder if this has anything to do with my past lives.)

I will really appreciate this and am interested to hear all that will be revealed to you, plus anything extra the Record Keepers want me to know.
I'll send you my details now and allow you to decide whether or not you want to do this or when you do.  

Thankyou, MangoMom.

Dearest Caryna,

Thank you so much for the honor of accessing your records.  Generally, the RecordKeepers don't give us a lot of information about past lives unless there is something that was brought forward that might be causing a block or problem in this life time.  As far as general information, they sometimes share, other times not so much.  

I have opened your records, in one lifetime in the 1500's you were an awesome artist, I can see you as a beautiful lady sitting in front of a huge window, very tall with an easel in front of you.  Your dress is of deep red velour.  You sign your paintings as a man, due to the fact that women artist are not very well accepted, the deception works until the one whos name you are using becomes drunk one day and "spills the beans".  It is not believed by many but still puts a blemish on your reputation.  You continue until your late years to paint, still using his name as well as signing your name to some.  You appear to be of royal blood line but never made it to the throne, which was very lucky for you.  I sense this was a french lineage.  What you brought forward in this lifetime is that you tend to be a bit overly honest and want to make sure you take credit for your actions, take responsibility for your mistakes and do not allow others to take the blame.  

In another lifetime I see you as a male riding a horse in the forrest.  You have a deep afinity to the animal, it is as if the horse understands and knows what you want before you ask.  You train horses for others, insuring that you find the most gentle for children and ladies, many look to you from a large area to assist in chosing a horse for their families.  This looks to be in about the 1800's.  You find even today that you seem to understand animals very well, their stress, their needs, what they are feeling.  It has frightened you in the past, but this is a gift, not to be hidden, not that your are somewhat crazy.  Go with the feeling and you will see that this also carried over to humans, just sit quietly and let the information flow.

In another alifetime, I see you as a child in a dark room, very filthy, hungry, crying, almost no hair, one arm deformed, walking with a limp.  You wer born left handed and this was a sign that you were cursed and had devils living within,  this seems to be in the 1600's.  You are persecuted horribly and even have your left hand tied behind your back to keep from using it, but your other arm is so deformed that you need the left hand/arm to accomplish many tasks.  You brought forward the care and concern for those that are so wrongly judged and you tend to not judge others knowing there is a reason they are the way they are.

In another lifetime you are a very cruel man, mean to children, women and animals, you chose that lifetime to understand how/why people are mean.  In that lifetime you learn that you are assisting others in experiencing the cruelty handed out by people like you, there is a need for those type of people to help us learn and experience evil and cruelty.  In this lifetime you don't have as much anger for those that are evil, but you don't like them.  

You have been through many lifetimes, I am sensing about 15, but these are that ones that stood out.  You have brought forward many lessons and experiences, at this times I don't see anything that is really giving you problems, but you do tend to re-remember from time to time and sense that you had been there when reading something that brings back a flash of memory.  

You are such a very lovely, caring soul and have been through some of the most difficult lifetimes, some very short, some through long years, outliving all of your friends and family.  I see you having a really long lifetime in the present and in later years you will be looked upon as the one with the most information.  

Thank you Caryna for the honor of accessing your records, I am surprised I was given so much information, but apparently this was information you needed whether you realize it or not and it must explain some things you have wondered about often.

May God Bless You with all the treasures held in store for you.

Lots of Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom

Dear MangoMom,

Wow, I certainly didn't expect so much detail and am as surprised as you are! The information was so overwhelming that I felt I needed to spend the rest of the night digesting it before getting back to you.

I'm a bit surprised at how extreme some of my past lives were...but fact is, that's how life can be and is.  I can't imagine being in your position and seeing scenes like these, as my heart felt heavy just by reading about it. Being an Akashic reader must be so emotionally taxing...and knowing that, I'm even more grateful that you do this for us.

Thankyou so much for finding out about my past lives for me.

Just out of curiosity, I remember you did a reading for a lady who you said was a young soul, currently living her second life. Whereabouts would (around) 15 lifetimes be considered in the scheme of things?

And MangoMom, did the Record Keepers pass on any information about whether there is anyone in my current life that I have known in a past life?

Also, I wonder if I was a businessman in America, sometime around the first half of the 20th century or the 19th century.  I can see very tall buildings, and a very late and still night. I've never really trusted my intuition (or lack of) so this may merely be from my imagination...which I have a plenty of.  

Thankyou so much, MangoMom. Now I understand where my frankness and utter dislike of two-facedness comes from, among other traits; although I must say that I still hate evil people and actions with a passion...but I'm sure I will understand as I grow older and wiser.