Hi,

I really hope you (have the time and) can help me.   If possible, I'd love for you to connect with my Akashic record in order to make things a little clearer for me on the career front - well, it may not be career and really my life purpose instead (perhaps they are not the same thing but may be entwined?).

I'm not quite sure if I'm on the right track, whether I should be developing certain talents, whether I should be sticking with what I'm doing right now and basically where I'm supposed to be heading.  I feel a bit mixed up about it all at the moment and wondering where I should be concentrating my efforts, and most importantly for what purpose.  I sort of feel that there are things in store... but not sure where I should be concentrating, what I should be doing, whether things/career etc will change and how it will benefit others/me.   Also do my Angels have any messages for me?  I'm meditating and focusing on them but I feel like I can't connect, why?  Are they on a holiday? ;) hehe

I really hope this makes sense and that you can lend me a hand to help clarify a few things.

Much love
Marianne.

Hi Hon,

I would be honored to do a reading for you.  Send me your full name (the name you use to sign legal documents, checks, etc) by Private message and I will do my very best to answer your questions.

Lots of Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom

thank you!  I've sent that through :)

Hello Dear Zooey,

What an energetic screen name!  I really like it.  Thanks for being so patient while I was away playing     I have opened your records and we will see what we can find out for you.




Well,,,,,, what I get is that your career path and your life purpose are totally different, but the same.  Your career path will involve some of your gifts, but others will not be aware that you are using your gifts.  Your intuition is very very strong, but you will use this silently in knowing what is needed before it is asked for.  Being prepared when you go into a meeting and knowing that a certain subject matter will be brought up and you will have already researched and have some of the needed information at hand.  Or preparing travel plans before asked, or if you are doing massages, reiki, etc. having oils prepared that were not asked for, get the gist?  Your life purpose is to learn, experience and understand, emotions, love, anger, joy, beauty etc. and learn how to control the emotions and see the beauty of Gods Miracles in a different life, like looking through a microscope.  Our purpose is to become more Godlike, not that we will ever reach perfection, that is not a purpose, we learn and understand emotions, miracles, etc.  



I think I answered most of the above, but here is a tidbit, you are the one that was on holiday. You have become somewhat lazy in your meditations, taking for granted that they will respond in the familiar way as they did in the past.  They are responding but trying to widen your experiences in how the knowledge comes to you.  I am getting a sense that you should start writing, journaling, free writing.  Say a prayers asking your God to being in his/her loving light, bless those spirits around you and guide you though this event. Have a candle near, or sit outside, the spirit world is attracted to natural light, don't sit in a dark room and expect them to come quickly and easily.  Begin writing, don't worry about spelling or neatness, you will know your spirits are guiding you when your writing changes and does not look like your usual writing.  It is really fun and enlightening.  You are very close and apparently you open your records without any special tools, but I would advise you to be sure your call inGod's Love and light before you do this, you are somewhat lost in the spirit realm and cannot seem to get answers because you are just wandering.  You have to be specific in what you ask and you have to ask the same question in different ways.  EXAMPLE:  Are YOU talking to me?  Are you talking to ME?  ARE you talking to me?  Are you TALKING to me?  

You have a very good idea and your direction is correct, there is a major decision coming up in about 4 weeks, this will be a life path change in that it will awaken new areas that you were not aware of before.  Like waking up one morning looking at your partner and saying "Wow, I really do love this person" or looking at a child and saying, "So this is unconditional Love".

Thank you so much for allowing me to access your records.  This is such a beautiful, warm, loving place and you are revered by many.  Your insight and accomplishments will be amazing.

Much Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom

Hey MangoMom!  Thank you so much for that reading.  I'm really going to put a better effort into my meditation and communication with my angels.  It's been a long time coming.  You're right, in a way I've been on holiday.  I do put it out there everyday but I haven't been putting in MY time into really meditating etc.  I will do more of that - hopefully I will get more of a response then.  I really hope so, I feel like I need to be better connected to get the rest of my life working at the next level.

What do you mean I can open records without any special tools?  Am I accessing my records without knowing it?  Or is this something I can do but just have no idea how?

re: life purpose v career.  It's a tricky one.  I'm a teacher so I guess I was really asking whether I should stick with that or go elsewhere.  I know exactly why and how I ended up teaching.  It's the help.  I've always wanted to help people, especially children, and that's how I got here.

The thing is, it's soul destroying work - not just the rat race element (though that is getting to be a BIG part of the soul destroying bit).  But, mostly because I know that the profession won't change, in that I won't get to ever help children in the way I think they should be helped.  I know teachers will never be appreciated in the way they should be, that the pressures of the job will never ever be met in any concrete way and I know that as the years go on the government will find more ways to shortchange the edu system.  It bothers me.  I wouldn't wish that kind of thing for anyone who puts their heart into their job. It's not right.   I wonder whether, the helping aspect of the job is even helping anyone at all and whether I should use these talents/passions elsewhere.

I wonder what this decision will be.   Did you get a glimpse to see whether it would be career/study/personal/travel/etc related??

Thank you, thank you.  I appreciate your time MangoMom :)