Hi Zooey,

To answer a couple of your questions for clarification, yes, you are apparently entering your records, somewhat, just be careful, you need training to do this to know where to go, like entering a libray, you must be specific in your search, don't just go wandering around.  As far as your life path vs. your career path, you are getting a strong lesson in the emotions of working with children and feeling fruitless because of the system, put your intuition to work and understand that you can't change the whole world or the system, but you can change your little area and make a big difference in each child you meet, some need more attention than others, some want more attention than others.

The major decision, well, that is all they gave me.  Going back in at this time would entail another reading and I don't thank that would be fair at this time.  You have a lot of information to absorb, some of it won't make sense today, tomorrow or even next week, give it some time and work on what information you have, then we can go further in another reading.

you're fantastic, thanks!

I will definitely be more aware about going into my records.  I don't ever actually "get anything" out of 'trying to see'.  By that I mean, I might have the goal of asking for a sign about something but I won't ever see, hear or feel anything that will give me an answer, so I just assume that nothing is happening.  I guess I need to be more aware of myself.  So, thanks for that! :)