Hi Mangomom, its good to have you back on the site.
You gave me a reading some 2 odd years ago i think , and I thought i might like to catch up on some things if that's okay.

Since the last time you gave me a reading, nothing much has changed. I feel the only thing going for me is my work which only serves as a distraction rather than satisfaction.
What troubles me is my home life particularly my mother. I am not allowed to do a lot of things and at times I forget that I am a 30 year old women. Maybe its my fault, maybe she’s pushing too hard and I am pulling too hard. I really don’t know..

Will there be any changes in this area of my life? I feel trapped, frustrated, and suffocated in my own home, with her setting so much boundaries, stipulations and restrictions.

You also confirmed that the person I felt drawn to was indeed someone I had a kinship with. I think the luckiest people in the world are those who are blessed to find and be with that one person who completes them.

[b]Is the Universe having a go at me for showing me who, for all intent and purposes, might possibly be my soulmate but having no sure way of bringing us together? I've heard that the Keepers have a wicked sense of humour:-) Would the Keepers be kind enough to share some details of J at the moment? (is he happy? is he searching?)

I understand that he may have a person in his life now and I truly want him to be safe, happy and given all the love he deserves.

Is there anyone in the horizon?

That's a lot of questions Hope that's okay.
Thank you so much for your time.

Hi Hon, I have receive your request and your PM, I will do my best to do your reading tonight or first thing tomorrow.  (I am babysitting a beautiful 7 month old granddaughter today and loving every minute of it

MangoMom

Bless you MangoMom and I bet you are a wonderful grandma!!
Couldn't help it. I had to say it

No worries mangomom!Congratulations on your promotion. have fun with your grandaughter, those precious little things  grow up in a blink of an eye.

Dearest Adrianna,

Thank you for your patience while I played with the newest miracle in my life.  Yes, Babies are so special.  An Thank You Cedars for the lovely compliment, I hope that think I am the greatest, I do my best.

Okay Adrianna, I have opened your records, lets see what kind of answers we will be able to find for you.



Hon, I am not sure is there is a kind way to say this, but.... that is not your home, it is your Mother's home and she is the ruler, if you choose to live with her it is under her rules, she provides the shelter, etc.  It will get no better until you are in your own home, not your parents.  No matter what you do or say, you are a guest in their home.  You have passed the age of a child that needed their help, protection, rearing, love, etc. now you are basically a long term guest.  Only you can make a choice to change this and I know it would be extremely difficult, but if freedom is what you want, hon, it comes at a price.  



First, let me explain, the RecordKeepers do have a sense of humor, but not to the extent that it would be hurtful or harmful to you, only to get you to laugh at yourself, not take life so seriously.  For instance, are you searching so hard for this imaginary prince that you are not seeing him in front of your eyes?  For the past year have you been searching and waiting on this one person that you have closed your eyes and heart to those around you?  There is an individual near you that has shown an interest in you in the past 3 or so months, but because he did not appear to be the one, you shunned his advances.  Stop and take another look, are you searching for a stunning handsome individual that is so vain and self centered you do not see the man that is and has been so in love with you that he would lay across a puddle for you to walk across so that you would not muddy your feet.  Take a step back and look around you, is this man a single father with a childthat has special needs?  You can receive this information all day long but if you do not open your mind and heart and see and accept, nothing will change.  Many many times we create an illusion of the soul mate that we focus on that illusion rather than what is reality.  What you want your soul mate to be may take time for that individual to obtain all of those qualities, just like being born, we cannot speak, think, walk immediately, it takes time to learn and adjust.  A left handed individual has to adjust to this right handed world.  

Your man is there, with this prayer, perhaps you will be able to see this individual for what he really is.    

Take me by the hand God, enfold me in your grace, leave me in your LIGHT and LOVE that protects me in this place.   This I ask for the highest good of all concerned.

It is okay, hon, it hasn't been time for you to see until now, you have not wasted one moment, you have been preparing yourself for this individual, I sense a great respectful companionship coming your way in the near future if you have your eyes open.  Of cours, please understand this is only one directions, due to choices we all make, this could change within one breath.

May God Bless you and ease your heart and yearning and protect your heart in this journey.

Much love, light and laughter
MangoMom