I feel like there is stability and optimism in the near past, enjoying Summer warmth, there are lots of things going on but you keep things progressing and moving forward. However I think you feel like there are so many choices and can't decide on which direction to take, do you kind of wish that there weren't a million possibilities, but maybe only a small number of them, to make easier the decision of which direction to take in your life? Home feels like an umbrella of safety and contentment, but maybe this is not what you want? Moving away would be scary and there would be sacrifices but it could be a learning experience also. I get the feeling that your inclination is to the former, to stay at home, and this could lead to security of family life, maybe not in 2009

, but only you can say if that's the right choice

I can only say I feel strongly that you wish the decision were simpler, but really only you can make the decisions. There are pros and cons to staying and going, it really depends on what you personally want
