Dear Sheila,
Having personally battled with the emotionally devastating consequences of chronic anxiety and depression at the same time, low self confidence and at least two total nervous breakdowns plus a long term physical illness for a good part of my 57 years (been there, done that), I feel that I do have at least some minimal understanding of how and why your mind is twisting my words into something I never intended them to say, although it does sadden me immensely to see this happening in one so young and with so much to look forward to.
In your present state of mind I feel that further attempting to explain what your reading is saying is less than pointless, and will only probably lead to a rapid worsening of your condition. While in such a state what you have just told me makes perfect sense, but once you are able to move beyond this with the help of others who care for you, you will soon recognize the total lack of any logic in it.
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| I don't know how to change this reality.sorry to trouble you further - but was wondering if you have any suggestions? |
With respect I would suggest to you that it is probably not advisable for you for the foreseeable future (although it is your decision and I respect this) to either engage in any psychic activity or to request any further readings on these forums, without first discussing these dark types of thoughts with your doctor, as I know from painful first hand experience as to where this is potentially all leading to. That is if it is not properly and fairly quickly treated by a qualified professional who is trained to help you to deal with your feelings of despair on several different levels at the same time.
Being a psychic reader does not in any way make me immune from going through a similar experience to your own. Actually I have often I felt that it gives me a better understanding and greater empathy with the suffering of others, when compared to if I had never gone through it myself. In other words, I have been many times in my life where you are now, but have against all odds survived. So can you, but with the help of the people most qualified to offer it to you in a professional and understanding manner.
Love, Light and Healing,
EoT
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