Since I will be turning 24 in early July I am feeling like I really need to focus on the direction of my life.  I have been trying to take time to get to know myself better.  I've been trying to meditate more as well.  I'm making many changes including working a second job. I'm really not sure why I get this feeling either.  I've met some cool people at both places.  I've met one person in particular that I am fond of and has changed how I look at relationships.  I'm no longer longing for a person from my past so that I can move forward in a healthy manner.  Part of me feels that these jobs won't last.  I am just curious, will these jobs and the people I work with be beneficial in helping me to improve myself as a person?

I'm concerned about whether or not I'm headed in the right direction.  I know it's a long road, and a lot of work I have ahead of me.

Thank you for your time.

Hi Songstress,

It is a constant challenge for many of us to stay in an overall positive frame of mind, when we are in danger of drowning in a sea of negativity largely of the media's making. Negativity and self doubt are only the ongoing symptoms of what has rapidly become a social disease or pandemic. With the increasingly insecure state of the current employment market, anyone who feels 100% safe in their job is either fooling themselves, or they are attempting to deceive someone else into believing this fallacy for their own selfish advantage.

So knowing that you are a person of good character who is already doing her very best with what resources she has been given, I would be rather surprised if you did not at times feel that your two jobs might not last indefinitely, or at the very least until they have served their purpose for you.

On the basis of what I know as fact, no job is either 100% secure or without an end. Based on your reading I believe that eventually (but not within the next six months or so) that you will no longer feel it is necessary to continue to do two jobs anyway. I sense that the decision as to which of the two jobs will go will be effectively taken out of your hands, in the most positive way possible. I cannot be any more enlightening about what I see coming up for you than that at this stage (gotcha).

One of your jobs will last, but the other will not.

Which one will it be?

No more clues at present.

Sorry!

Will these jobs and the people you work with for now be beneficial in helping you to improve yourself as a person?

Absolutely! Spot on!  

In fact they will be found to be indispensable to your full development as both a spiritual and human being. Without these daily challenges and interactions with people whom you work, your chances of achieving what you have come here to do will be significantly reduced, as only in these ways can you realistically hope to discover the many inner strengths which you possess in large measure, but up until now may have been consciously unaware of.

In other words, they will progressively present you with many valuable opportunities to both flex and strengthen your spiritual muscles.



Loving regards,

eye_of_tiger

thank you for the reading.  i really appreciate it.  

i was actually surprised at how easily i got both of these jobs, and how quickly after applying i was offered a position.  i know i do have an opportunity to move up to a higher position at both jobs.  maybe moving into a high position will determine this outcome.

You are very welcome for the reading, and I completely agree with you that the option of moving to a higher and more responsible position at a later date must always stay open to you, as both your own self confidence and experience inevitably grows over time while working at one of these first two as a start.

EoT