Hi Kellie,
Unfortunately psychic readers cannot read your mind as such (even though many people seem to believe that we have this power), so I would respectfully suggest to you that you should tell us exactly what terrible thing has happened to you, and why you feel that your life could never get any better.
Either include this with your response under this thread, or if you feel that it is too deeply personal to discuss on an open forum such as this one then please feel free to send me a private message. However the reading itself will be given on this forum.
Please note that if you have recently lost a loved one then I am not a medium, and will probably not be able to personally help you any further with this. But there are many gifted mediums on the boards who will.
The person who most immediately comes to my mind who I believe could help you with regards to a mediumship reading would be Spiritalk.
Yours faithfully,
eye_of_tiger
