hi all  
i havent been here (fourm) for a while i have been feeling spriuatly not right ( if that makes sense

Elizabeth mainy called lizzie
28th april 1970 5.55pm or 5.50 pm

i am a single mum of 2 boy 14 and girl 12 i have raised these kids on my own since my girl was six months old (my choice or stay with any alcoholic)

i have not had another partner my choice (my kids always came first)  i  find  any one that i would want to be in my kids life

i made some bad choices being with men that i shoul'nt have, i use to use drugs (marajana and drink ) but i have been clean for nearly 4yrs and sober for 3/2 years

and i now know it was wrong and i think maybe i am being paid back (karma) for my stupid selfish actions.

i would just like to know if there is someone out there for me or will i be on my own for the rest of my life

my kids are older now and i would like some company in my life i think i have paid my dues

i was once told by a tarot reader that if didnt make amends with my soul partner in this life i never would??

so again incase i have babbled on too much my question is :

will i find someone for me or will i be lonley for ever??

and i thank you in advance if you can give me an answer

Hi Lizzie
There is someone for you and they are a vast improvment on the old model you have supaceeded.
That dis-ease that you have been feeling is the changeing result of your quest to turn your life around.
You will need to keep an eye on the boy as his friends will lead him down the wrong path towards the bone pointer( no im not trying to be funny by using the old mens words)
There are some realy dumb and dangerous things coming your way because of his friends.Sorry back to the man.He walks tall slightly higher than you and there is another child associated with him but i dont know if its a child born.
He has the clearest eyes you have ever seen and you will be happy to be lost in them at night when the air is cold and the body warmth happly shared.
You have a new job or career coming your way because of an act of charity you did at the beginning of your changing journey.
Ok thats all i got
Cheers Pete

thanks for taking time for me psychic chef, sorry it has taken so long for me to get back to you but i am at uni (college) this week completing a course i have been doing in drug & alcohol.

with me boy i have been worried about him a lot more lately, his attitude is changing and some of his friends he hangs around with seem to do what they like ( i dont think there parents really know or care what they are doing)

but i have had a feeeling for a little while that maybe he is doing things that he would not normally do see i thought i should let him go a bit more  u know stop wraping him up and do things kids his age are doing but he is up to no good i belive and feel.

so again tonite i spoke to him about him following like a sheep and getting him self into trouble by doing something stuipd and putting himself in danger ( as he will be the one who gets hurt or into trouble and his friends most probaly will just walk away) again i told him just cause they can do what they like i care about what he is doing and what will happen to him.

so again thanks and enough of him ( i given him his warning) and i will still keep and eye on him and that i love and care for him and his safety.

and yes i am at the stage im my life i want to change and finally focus on my needs first ( instead of the kids, my mum, my sister and even my dogs) i will not neglect them but i want and need company and happiness

and to this man i like the idea of upgrading to a new and improved model sounds great to me and i really am starting to belive from the bottom of my heart that i do deserve cause i am a good person.

not sure what the child associated with him means if he has one thats fine hope he has a great realtionship with them  and no drama's with their mamas ( i'm asking for a lot )i hope it has nothing to do with me having a child as i will not go  through teh whole pregnacy/ baby thing again.

really i will be happy for someone to care for me and who will accept and take care of me and my kids.

i love pretty eyes my daughter has the most amazing greeny blue eyes people always comment on them, so i look forward to looking into them.

thats intersting about the job or career as the job i am now in really suits me now for my home life (looking after mum) and my baby just starting high school.,

but i have been thinking about jobs i could do once she gets a little bit older and i am going to further my education

if i am not being 2 cheeky i wonder if you could tell me if i know this man now??

again thanks for taking time pete i really really appreciated it

all the best to you and your family

Hi Lizzie
Thanks for the feedback.
There is a strong possibility that he is someone you know. The child is either his or someone he spends alot of time with.
Is there someone you know that looks after kids or mentors. theres a kindy or preschool thing hanging around you.
Good luck and i hoping that hes everything you could ask for and more,
Cheers Pete

doesnt really ring a bell but maybe i do know someone who does that kind of work and just dont realise at the moment .

but i will keep my ears and eyes out and i will be just happy if he treats me and the kids with love and respect and gives them a father figure who they can build a relationship.

take care