hi all  
i havent been here (fourm) for a while i have been feeling spriuatly not right ( if that makes sense

Elizabeth mainy called lizzie
28th april 1970 5.55pm or 5.50 pm

i am a single mum of 2 boy 14 and girl 12 i have raised these kids on my own since my girl was six months old (my choice or stay with any alcoholic)

i have not had another partner my choice (my kids always came first)  i  find  any one that i would want to be in my kids life

i made some bad choices being with men that i shoul'nt have, i use to use drugs (marajana and drink ) but i have been clean for nearly 4yrs and sober for 3/2 years

and i now know it was wrong and i think maybe i am being paid back (karma) for my stupid selfish actions.

i would just like to know if there is someone out there for me or will i be on my own for the rest of my life

my kids are older now and i would like some company in my life i think i have paid my dues

i was once told by a tarot reader that if didnt make amends with my soul partner in this life i never would??

so again incase i have babbled on too much my question is :

will i find someone for me or will i be lonley for ever??

and i thank you in advance if you can give me an answer

Hi Lizzie
There is someone for you and they are a vast improvment on the old model you have supaceeded.
That dis-ease that you have been feeling is the changeing result of your quest to turn your life around.
You will need to keep an eye on the boy as his friends will lead him down the wrong path towards the bone pointer( no im not trying to be funny by using the old mens words)
There are some realy dumb and dangerous things coming your way because of his friends.Sorry back to the man.He walks tall slightly higher than you and there is another child associated with him but i dont know if its a child born.
He has the clearest eyes you have ever seen and you will be happy to be lost in them at night when the air is cold and the body warmth happly shared.
You have a new job or career coming your way because of an act of charity you did at the beginning of your changing journey.
Ok thats all i got
Cheers Pete