As you specifically asked for Xaxaa to give you a reading, then we ignored it and moved on to others which were more open to us. In what appears to be Xaxaa's absence, I will give you this month's reading. As you did not ask any question or say that you wanted a reading about a particular life area which most concerns you at the moment, then this will be a general reading where the cards and my inner guidance will decide what is felt is most important for you to know at this time.
A significant phase of your life has now been completed. This time is a valuable opportunity for you to take a step back and to examine in more detail the gains you have made in the past, sometimes under very adverse circumstances which would probably have destroyed a lesser person. On the surface your reading appears to have a very dark and gloomy atmosphere about it, but surprisingly your focus card the Nine of Swords is often interpreted to mean that your deepest and most cherished desires are about to come true. Your period of seeking (which probably seemed like it lasted an eternity) is rapidly drawing to it's almost inevitable end?
Whatever you are seeking most at the moment is causing you to lose a lot of sleep, but although finding what you are looking for is generally a positive event, when you are looking for new ideas, words to express what you feel or ways to solve outstanding problems the mental activity required can soon destroy any feelings of self confidence or inner peace. In your determination to attain your most heart felt desires you can effectively worry yourself into any early grave if you allow your understandable concerns to ruin your inner balance and this card is effectively advising you to go away and do something totally unrelated to the problem in hand, and allow your mind to get it's bearings once again.
Often if we distract ourselves from continuing to turn the problem over in our minds endlessly, inspiration arrives unexpectedly often at the least expected of times and from a source we had never considered up until now. Rather than continuing to lose your valuable beauty sleep, keep a pen and paper on your bedside table at night, just in case inspiration strikes during the darker hours. There is another caution that goes with this card that as much as is humanly possible that you should not use any chemicals or drugs in order to get the rest your body and mind so badly need.
In other words to the very best of your ability, and possibly with your doctor's help try first to get your nightly sleep by natural means, and only keep prescribed medications for cases where all of the natural remedies fail. This is especially important for a person who is in a stressful situation as you appear to be on the basis of this reading. Any sleep you do get using these chemical substances will rarely be anywhere near effective as natural sleep could be. They should only be used in the short term as a temporary means of support, until you are stronger and are over the worst? Oh, and not too much coffee or alcohol just before bedtime PLEASE.
Your's sincerely,
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