Thank you Lady of Avalon,

Yes please I would very much appreciate it.

I would like to add I have left this job. He said I disrespected him by turning my back to him.  Which is so crazy..I turned to get a file folder and handed it to him.  I just do not understand why many of my jobs I have had in the past have been working for this same personality type.  I keep thinking maybe I am suppose to learn something here..otherwise why do I have to keep repeating it.  I tried really hard to handle this differently this time.  In the past I have always stood up for my self and this time I thought I should just take it.  But when I did, he seemed to get more angry and just kept on and on.  Then I just calmly said I don't need this.  The said thing is that I loved the work I was doing....it was something more different than my past jobs and I was very passionate about.  I worked long hard hours for him.

I just want a job I truly enjoy and make a good living at.

Thanks so much!

Thank you so much!

Hi,

Finally having a few moments to myself I asked the Avalon Oracle for some guidance. The first part I concentrated on was the following sentence -



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Reading for LadyDi ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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I tried really hard to handle this differently this time. In the past I have always stood up for my self and this time I thought I should just take it. But when I did, he seemed to get more angry and just kept on and on. Then I just calmly said I don't need this.

The card that came up was The Novice, one of the messengers of the mystical Avalon woods. This card is similar to The Fool in tarot but without the excitement and anticipation. The Novice knows that they are a beginner, they are aware of the pitfalls and problems ahead of them but still they are eager and keen at the start of their learning curve and so this draws a lot of help and support from everyone they meet on their journey.

The card shows a lady wrapped in a cloak leaning on a staff surrouded by the gnarled oaks of the Avalon woods. She is undecided which way to go and so she waits where she is for a sign. Very much like you did in this job, trying your hardest until the sign that it was time to leave. Perhaps this card is not actually signifying only you, I get the distinct feeling that this card is actually a good explanation of what your ex boss maybe was having trouble with? He perhaps was the novice in this situation, unsure of how to react, unsure of what to do when you asked him certain things and so he grew angry and frustrated as he got more and more confused through lack of experience. Perhaps you were doing things that he found hard, with ease and simplicity but instead of watching silently and perhaps learning from you he turned the energy around and hit out.

If you have had experience of just being acceptant and taking what comes your way then for you to change your outlook and leave is a big step on the road to your development and it would appear that you have moved on from The Novice to much nearer the Unspoken Teacher

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"was something more different than my past jobs and I was very passionate about"

For this part we have The Goblin! The wounded human pride and hurt ego. A goblin is sticking his tongue out at everyone, arms folded and turning away to show us his back. Not a happy soul, this card depicts more of an emotion than an answer. You do have passion and you are a good, solid worker, leaving the job was not your problem it was your answer and you now have to let it go, bundle up all the feelings and memories, unspent emotions and unsaid words into a bag, bury that deep in the ground and then and turn your back on it sticking your tongue out at the whole experience!

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I worked long hard hours for him

For this sentence we have the waymarker Restriction, it is blocking the main path into the woods and is directing us to a narrow track that leads in from the side. Your restriction here is gone, you have released this energy and will use your hours now to help someone else and to make yourself content and happy in your next situtaion. Take a long hard look at yourself, you are worth more than this, do not let Restriction hold you back or govern your road into the forest, but stride out with a purpose, with direction, and with pride.

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I just want a job I truly enjoy and make a good living at.

Here we have the waymarker The Mystery..... How fitting! The Mystery waymarker points to the right, the direction of the future. What lays before you the cards won't say but when I asked for clarification I was shown the waymarker Partnership. Two waymarker posts side by side, gently leaning on each other, so perhaps this may be indicating that you will find the answers in a partnership of some kind, perhaps an area that you can really use your skills and dedication and hard work and make it so that you can benefit more from these things rather than working solely for others.

I hope you have enjoyed your reading, and I send you many blessings

WOW!  You truly have my respect!  You are so blessed with your gift!

Many times in the past I have beaten myself up in similar situations.  Thinking why did my path cross this situation or what did I do wrong...Why! Why! Why!........However, this time something inside said do not allow someone to beat me down.  In fact I did go into this new career as a novice, fully dedicated, pulling in from all areas of my past to organize and build relationship and conduct myself very professionally.  I did think to myself that he seem to react to some of the things that I did as if he had never seen someone conduct themselves with Confidence and professionalism.  I had also thought that he was thinking there is no way I could jump right into his job and be successful at it. Yes Novice and Yes very eager to learn.  Now I know that in the past I was willing to accept any situation whether good or bad, waiting it out.  Now I know and accept the right to be in a good healthy environment.

True I have allowed and accept to value my self worth and self confidence, I will stride out with purpose, direction and pride.

I also know that I should never allow someone to limit me that I am the only one that can actually limit my future.

Again, thank you so much...you have given me so much clarity.  Many of the things you have said have crossed my thoughts and now I see them actually in words.

Many Blessings!