Good Morning Nicole,
I don't know why but I was pushed not to open any records yesterday, but today seems like I have so much to do and to tell.
O.k. my friend told me I was a male in my past 2 life times ago,
and I let something happen and I need to know what that is so I can move onward and forgive or ask for forgiveness..
You currently have problems with finances, you allowed your wives to control you and the pocketbook, therefore you are attempting to give the males in your life much more control over your life and finances than is normal. You tend to say "good morning, how do
WE feel today, which is basically saying tell me how I feel this morning. When I say males, this could mean your father, partner, boss, brothers, etc. They do not have the right to tell you how you feel today, you are your own individual and you have come to a point in your life that this is so important for you to realize and understand. I also get the sense that you are not making the amount of salary that you should or that you are allowing a father, brother, partner to tell you what you must do with your money. Well, hon, you are the one that knows all the facets of your life and how the money should be divided, stop letting others tell you what to do.
(Wow, when you said let the beans spill, they decided to let it go, huh?)
My fingers were tripping over themselves trying to get all of that out.
Now, let us say the Releasing Prayer for 22 days/nights to get rid of this need to let those control you.
If what I am experiencing is not mine, may God have His/Her shield around me and I release whatever it may be to Him/Her. (For the highest good of others and MYSELF).
My other is for now..
Anything you can read, any moving or anything wonderful to look forward to..LoL
Spill the beans my friend.. <*Smiles*>
Okay, they really wanted you to know that you have unknowingly allowed yourself to become somewhat *co-dependent*. (These are now words I would use to describe you, so this information is for you to wake you up apparently and smell the coffee) Nicole, you are such a wonderful caring individual and you want to cure the world, you have taken so many responsibilities/problems of others upon yourself you are wearing thin. They want you to understand when you take on others problems/responsibilities to make life easier for them, you are cheating them out of a a chance to learn or experience something they contracted to learn in this lifetime. Yes, you can be there and offer your assistance, but there are some things that they have to learn or experience to complete this lifetime or come back again. You have such a special gift with your hands, why are you not using it? Some of this major time you put into helping others needs to focus on yourself. You also have some experience/lessons to complete in this lifetime. Smiles and joy is a big part of it but there are so many awesome miracles that occur each day and you need to be a part of those. Your heart is so innocent, so beautiful, so here I am trying to make sense of what they are almost yelling about and reminding myself that this is information for you, I don't have to understand, but I feel like they are fussing at you and you are saying, "What???? I am only helping others"
Well, hon, did those beans spill fast enough? I feel they are so concerned about you burning out before you can complete your own mission, that they had to yell to wake you up.

You are so giving and caring that they just want to protect you from others and allow you to do the things you came here to complete.
Thank you so much for the honor of accessing your records, love, you are a true joy to meet. May God give you all the Blessings held in store for you and you alone.
Lots of Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom