I posted a topic not even 10 minutes ago and it disappeared, it may be on here but I don't know how to find it.  This is my first time on this website.  

So, here goes again.  I have just found this site and I am pumped to find out all there is to it, so my search begins.  I can't wait to tear through this site to find more knowledge and provide the little I know if needed.  I have joined other forums, and I thoroughly enjoy them, but this is the first site that has it all and to this extent.  It covers, numerlogy, astrology, psychic ability...etc. it really sounds great.

I have just tried to get assistance on the psychic front on the other forum, but I can't seem to get any answers.  So, please help me.  I have had so many crummy relationships in the past and the last two years has been hell on me.  I have had obsessive relationships, death of family members, currently pregnant, etc.  I am desperate to see if anyone can see the outcome of my current relationship.  Or am I going to be a single mother for the rest of my life.  I have so much love to give, but no one returns it, so I was hoping to see if anyone can get a vision for me.  I have studied astrology for over a year and a half trying to find answers to my questions on life, love, etc.  I have found a website that lists aspects in synastry that could possibly be indicators of soulmates/twin souls etc, we do have some of those, so I am wondering if anyone can see if this true to our case.  Is the true love, fantasy, not anything, can it last a lifetime, or even through the weekend...LOL.   NE-way please help me.

Birthdata:  

Me
4-19-1979
Oklahoma City, OK
7:02 p.m.

Him
10-24-1962
Claremore, OK
around 6:00 a.m.

Thanks for clarifying that Rhutobello, I could not respond in the other thread.  All I saw was the x on my topic and I thought I was already locked out of the forums.  I would never purposely offend anyone, even my question about it seemed rude...I don't know what's up with my wording the last few days, everything I re-read that I type seems rude and I truly never mean that way.  I don't know if it's transits, hormones or what...but thank you for clarifying what the x meant.

Hi,

Welcome to Mystic Board

I locked the thread as it is common policy to try and keep only one current thread going so that replies are not spread all over. There was nothing sinister about it, I did PM you to explain too but can see you haven't read that yet.

Hopefully one of our readers will be along soon to respond to your request.

Best Wishes, and look forward to seeing you around on the forum

Welcome 29th,

Hey, slow down. I know that you have been looking for answers to this for some considerable time, but the knowledge will only be given to you as and when it is felt necessary. You are asking what are perhaps some of life's most puzzling questions. The biggest one of all of course is "why should your life need to be filled with so much tragedy and suffering when everyone else's around you appears to be relatively free of problems?" Why do have to endure a seemingly never ending series of "crummy relationships" when many of my friends either appear to be in long term and happy relationships or seem happily married, possibly with kids of their own? The apparent situation you continue to find yourself in when compared to the lives of your friends seems on the surface to be grossly unfair. It is as though fate has selected you as it's favourite target for punishment for a crime you cannot remember ever committing.

What I feel that you are looking for from a physic reader rather than a fortune teller is for some reason to feel more positive and hopeful for the future that from now on your life will be free of any further challenges as you believe that you could not cope with any more than you have already been subjected to. But note that the phrase appears to comes up repeatedly above as what a situation actually is could potentially be very different and far less inviting than it may appear to be when examined only on the surface. Is it really true that nobody else around you experiences sadness and tragedy in their lives and lose loved ones?

Do all of their lives go smoothly and are their relationships as trouble free and deliriously happy as they seem to be, or are you ignoring the entire truth of the situation? If you had only dug a little deeper, I believe that you would discover that nobody's life goes smoothly all of the time and that every relationship has it's emotional highs and lows. In other words I am saying that your own mind is playing tricks on you. I am not saying that these sad and terrible things do not happen to you as well as everybody else, and I am certainly not going to insult your intelligence by saying that you are imagining it all in your own head.

What I am saying to you is that your mind is selectively picking out only what it regards as evidence that you have been chosen to endure more than you fair share of unhappiness and pain, and is conveniently ignoring the fact that you have experienced much happiness in your life in the past, and that the lives of people around you are obviously not as trouble free as they first appear. If your mind is allowed to continue selecting only the negative things which have happened to you and you keep focussed on this long enough, no wonder you feel so poorly prepared to be able to deal with whatever the future holds in store for you. You are not being punished by God or anyone else for doing or failing to do something. You are doing a good enough job of this to yourself. You have appointed yourself as your own judge, jury and executioner. As we get older it is quite natural that many of our friends and loved ones will leave us in one way or the other. This is not some special punishment served up only to you. It is the normal consequence of the finite and highly transient nature of living in a physical body and world. Nothing lasts forever at this level.

What a good thing then it is that we are not judged by whatever happens to us in our lives. Rather we are judged by how we respond to whatever happens to us. Sure there is little doubt that you have endured many disappointments, crummy relationships and a strong sense of loss on several occasions during this current lifetime, but the mere fact that you have survived and that you are continuing to reach out for help rather than absolute answers says much more about the strength of your character than any words could ever tell me. So the answer to your question as to why so many negative things happen to you when compared to everybody else is that this is to a large degree only from your own limited viewpoint.

This reading is saying that your life will basically continue to be the sum result of all the conscious decisions you make in the present moment - your only true point of personal power. You are creating and reshaping your personal future as we speak. The advice therefore is to consciously decide to more carefully examine the faulty evidence that your unconscious mind is presenting you with in the future. I believe that you would quickly discover that it's case against you is filled with as many holes as is Swiss cheese. I believe that there is incredible potential for healing, much more loving relationships and greater happiness ahead for you over the coming months, but that rather than waiting for the Wheel of Fortune to turn more in your favour, you need to purposely reach out and grasp it. The answers you were looking for all along on other sites were within you all this time? You just did not know where to look for them before this?

Love, Light and Healing are now coming your way,

eye_of_tiger

Hi 29
Well thats a pain in the a** situation to be in . EOT is right on the money with this one. You are looking for end results as answers instead of analizing the data you already have that will answer you question. The last two guys were losers  and one of them should have been on "Cheaters" so why let that make you question what is happpening now in this current relationship. They were younger and he is older there for straight away he is a change for the better.
Now the difference between this working out or failing is up to you.
Why are you following the same historical path again.
You have to not let this path become you confort zone.Ask yourself to have good things and times instead.  
You are a beautiful girl and will be a great mother to your boy.
I can see you coming good toward the next 3 months.
As for  your poor oppressed BF cut him some slack and smile once in a while. or i will give ya a psychic chinese burn