Lots of hugs  and  fine energy to u .



with love

prasanna



LEAD, KINDLY LIGHT.

It's ok to start where you are.  That is what Edwene di.  She did it from her anger and resentment.  I think you are trying to start from a place where you are not yet.  
Start saying the words, whether you mean them or not. You intention is to get there.  Keep doing it.
When I listened to Ms. Gaines, she was very clear that she was very angry and resentful when she stated.  She did it because she was told to by her practitioner.  She was a shocked as anyone that it worked.  
Dear dear friend,
Start where you are, keep repecating it with the energy you feel.  It's ok.  Give yourself permission to move the energy.  Give yourself the time.  She did it for months, every day.  It took her diligence and her love for her daughter to do it. Be gentle with yourself, start where you are and let happen what will happen.  They guidance is there for you.  You have support to do this.  I can feel it and I get that you do to. You are not starting from a place of forgiveness, you are moving to that place.  Give yourself the space and time to do it and the opportunity to clear out the resentment,  that's why I shared that she SCREAMED it at the top of her lungs, I FORGIVE YOU.........etc.  
Can you imagine the energy, the resentment she moved out of her?
I'm sending you tons of support and love.  

Yes, I see what you are showing me.  I went to a healing service yesterday.  I will continue to ask for God's love, light and protection.  I just want to leave the pain behind me.  I've never been hurt so deeply by so many people I've trusted. I need to find that part of me that has always believed in love and goodness.  I know it's there.  

The resentment and anger take up so much energy!!  That's what I hate.  I don't want to waste it on that!

Thank you for your love support and caring prayers.  I accept all of it !

Thank you again.