Hi Hon,
So good to hear from you again! Thank you for considering me to do another reading for you. Sounds like you are facing a bit of depression??? Are you aware that alcohol and drugs enhance that feeling?
Okay, here we go.......
I would love to find out what you are able to see about me, maybe if you could find some hints that would help me to find something of importance that I can dedicate my heart and soul to, something that I could live for besides partying on the weekends with my friends.
You know, it will find you and it isn't far away. Within the next two weeks a major need for you will present itself, it will begin very subtle, bu you will be away that a little voice in the back of your mind is talking. You have been going through a stage of experiencing live in a negative way, now it's time to experience in a more positive way. You will discover that doing for others rewards you as well. There is no other way to get that feeling of accomplishment and knowing that you gave to someone else something that no one else can possibly do, a part of your self. Working with others, but be sure to shield yourself, do not let them drain you, be sure to continuously refill, let Gods love and light enter always.
Isn't it strange that I don't even know what I like? I suppose I am basically asking how I can go about finding a reason to wake up in the morning.
Hon, you like young children and you like old people.

Go to the park and watch them, you will discover miracles in both. Watch and learn.
At your age it is hard to find your space, but have the faith that your space will find you and it will feel so warm and cozy. Try to take some time and meditate, journal and listen to your guides. You have plenty of time you have just discovered that a great time at the bar is pretty empty the next morning, you have nothing to feel accomplishments, your friends are pretty much fair weather friends, if you stop going to the bars, they will stop contacting you. The ones that hang in there and the special ones. They will be there when you need them.
You are doing fine, hon, just reaching a point that you have seen the emptiness in partying.
May God send you all the blessing he has in store for you.
Lots of Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom