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MangoMom
Age: 63 Zodiac: 
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Location: Central Texas
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 Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2008 3:56 pm |
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Well Hon,
I am sure there was a reason I skipped over your reading as well, and I apologize that I didn't catch it before now, but the guides led me to you now and here we go!
I know lots of people yet I feel alone, not being able to make an attachement, Why?
You have a sense that no one else is like you and you are afraid to let others know how you think and feel, it's like you use an alias to hide behind so they won't know it's you. You were betrayed when you were a very you boy, like 10 years old. You told someone what you felt and they told others and you were taunted because of that, since then you have blocked everyone out. I feel the hot tears you shed at that time and I am so sorry you had to experience that, but hon, that was then and this is now.
You need to use the Forgiveness Prayer to let go of the resentment and then you will find that you can love and be loved.
If there is anyone or anything that has hurt me in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it. If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it. (For the highest good of others and myself)
I've been told that I should start working with people and use my skills but I'm scared, what can I do?
The above prayer will help in this manner, you are still afraid of being judged. God doesn't judge, so why should you worry about others judging you? Because, you are somewhat unsure of yourself, you are afraid you will make mistakes, well, we all do, we are human beings, we are not gods and we are not perfect. It is okay to make a mistake, acknowledge it and go on. God didn't give you those gifts to hide them, they are to be used to help others, if you don't use it you will loose it. I once had a gift of singing, I can't carry a tune now because I didn't use it.
You need to know that your Guides and God are with you, they will walk with you to do these things. You have a great knack to assist others in seeing the other side of the picture and that is a gift in itself, take it, use it and enjoy it. There is a great sense of humor in you as well, but you use a guise with that as well. Laughter is such a healing emotion, you need to do it as well as help others experience such welcomed emotions.
my family don't need me?
That is your perception only. What would they do without you. Get out of that closet, start a conversation with different members of the family and you will find that they really value your opinion. You don't even know them really, when was the last time you took a moment to consider what they really feel. Do you know their favorite food, color, fragrance, etc? Probably not, get out of self and get to know others, that is how you will grow.
what is my worth? ( I know this is more to do with self esteem and I am trying to work to improve it)
Your worth is as great as presidents, kings, queens, etc. You have affected so many lives you will never know how many. That smile you give to the little boy down the street will spread from you to him, to his mother, brother and sisters and so on and so on. Your acknowledgement to the bum, good morning will spread like a drop of water on the ocean, it will spread and continue on and on forever. Don't let someone else's negative thoughts cloud your mind. I have a challenge for you. For the next 11 days you are to find a different individual each day and make them smile, whether it is just a smile from you, a kind word or a wink, just make them smile, it will become a habit and you will learn that you can make a big difference in this world.
what has happened to me to make me not trust myself?
You failed once, others told you you had no worth and you believed them! Understand that you are allowing others to tell you how to think.
You have a second prayer to say for the next 15 days.
If what I am experiencing is not mine, may God have His shield around me and I release whatever it may be to him. (For the highest good of others and myself)
Once you have completed this prayer for the 15 days you will discover a new you. You will begin to have much more confidence and trust in your guides and God much more. Then you will begin to work on your meditations, you believe in God but you do not trust in God. See the difference. We all have a higher power, just don't let another human being make you believe the way they do.
Your Guides are so proud of you but you have ignored them for so long, let them in, listen and learn. You are such a good person, but so timid and afraid of helping. It's like you apologize for saying 'good morning'. You don't need to apologize for breating the air that I might use, it was given to you because you chose this life and you can choose to live it to the fullest or in shadow, that is your choice and choice is a gift from your God, it is up to you.
Don't know whether you will be able to answer this one as it may be too vague a question
where should I be?
You are exactly where you should be, you have chosen to become a member of the Mystic Board to assist others, you need to experience the things you are experiencing so that you can help others with the personal knowledge you have gained today. You will learn that you have a great deal to share, there will come a day when you will have others seeking you for great advice and you will know that it is good advice becaus you have been there. You have begun to experience de ja vu and that is a sign that you are on the right track and that is a sign that your Guides are trying to connect. Listen and learn.
God has a lot of Blessings in store for you, open up and accept them.
Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom
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