Dear Sabrina,
Although a month has not passed since I gave you your previous reading on January 29th, but mainly because of all that has happened between Noah and yourself since then which you have discussed with me through a private message and which I feel changes things considerably, I am willing to give you a general reading on this occasion. I am also aware that you are currently experiencing troubling medical issues and health problems which cannot be discussed any further here, and I hope that other members whose requests have been turned down in the past will understand my reasons for wanting to help a friend who is I feel is so urgently in need of some help and comfort (and liberal helpings of TLC).
Readings of this type are thought to refer to a period of the next six months or so.
Enough said?
The focus card for this general reading is the Nine of Wands.
This immediately tells me that you have effectively completed a phase of your life, and it is now time to look back at what you have achieved, and to take a more balanced and philosophical approach to you life in general. Worrying yourself into an early grave will only be likely to see you lose all that you have been working so hard to bring about in a very short period of time, so the overall message is to do whatever you practically can to make positive improvements to your general health, then to hang loose and go more with the flow.
The Nine of Wands has often been called "the staircase card". There you are struggling furiously to climb from one stair to the next above it, and wondering whether you will ever get to the top before your strength gives out for good. It seems that no matter how far you have already climbed, there still seems such a long way still to go, and it is therefore easy to believe that you will never reach your chosen destination, and accordingly become dispirited and downhearted. The Nine of Wands is basically sent to encourage you to keep going regardless of any obstacles placed in your path, and not to give up prematurely. Take a more realistic and therefore less anxiety producing approach to your life's many challenges by having the faith that no matter what lies in store for you in the future, you are more than capable of meeting and overcoming them.
Whether it is starting a business or a family of your own, you will ultimately get there in the end
if you do not allow your emotions and negative imagination to get the best of you in the process. By now your energy reserves are getting low and you are in imminent danger of becoming exhausted unless you use this time as a valuable opportunity to replenish your resources and to refresh your flagging spirits. If you have ever heard a long distance or marathon runner talking about the need to stop for a while in order to find their second breath, you will have a fairly good understanding as to what I see as the major function of this particular card within your reading.
You will surely need all the energy and strength you can bring together under your control over the coming months, so give yourself a much better chance of making the grade by spending some quality time alone with yourself getting your own priorities straight, as no special awards in life are given out either to martyrs, or professional victims. Rather than allowing your difficulties to paralyse you from taking any further positive action, use them instead as a reason to further increase your motivation to succeed at whatever you have set out to do, while still getting your own equally important needs met. No predictions mind you for what will or will not happen over the next six months, but a feeling of so close but also so distant in many respects. You are almost there, but not quite yet? Slowly but surely!
Onwards weary traveller (you will never truly walk alone),
eye_of_tiger
