| Gladys wrote: |
| I'M NEW TO THIS SITE,HAVE SO MANY QUESTION'S, BUT MY SOUL CRY'S OUT FOR A READING PLEASE,I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING BLOCKED SOMEHOW, FROM SEEING WHAT I NEED TO SEE IN MY TAROT, A LOVE ISSUE IS WEIGHING HEAVY ON MY HEART, THANK YOU SO EVER MUCH GLADYS 11/6/53 |
Hello
Your cry has been heard, don't worry, lets see if we can sort you out
First I must say that for some people it is very hard to see and read the tarot for themselves, it is far easier to use an oracle type deck that has distinct meanings linked to each card, for instance an angel or spirit card reading that can give uplifting advice and guidance. Sometimes our inner voice does protect us and prevent us from seeing things that we are not ready for. Perhaps you were wording the question wrongly or perhaps you need to concentrate on other things instead?
I thought I would ask my Avalon Oracle for a single card to see if I could shed some light and would you believe a Waymarker card came up and on the little signpost was 'LOVE'. This signpost is pointing into the forest and shows a path that winds through the trees. Love isn't always a smooth path and this one is no different, the path winds round trees and over tree stumps and roots that could trip the unwary up and make them fall.
The next card in the path is 'BURDEN' and this card is suggesting that you are carrying a great weight either emotionally or physically. Is the relationship your question was about one sided? Do you feel you are doing all the work and keeping things together? Do you want someone to reach out and take the load from your shoulders and allow you to rest? Have you tried saying what is on your mind and asking for help? Sometimes this is all that is needed to make a change to our circumstances and shift the burden we carry with us to someone else. Maybe the burden we carry is in our hearts and we can't allow anyone to touch it? Do you hold sadness and pain from a decision you made that you are now unhappy with? Is there something that you are hiding and witholding, hoping no-one will notice or find out? Sometimes we block out what causes us pain, and sometimes we also block out the truth preferring to live in a world that we protect carefully.
I feel that you shouldn't be so harsh on yourself and that perhaps you should allow yourself a bit more love and kindness, forgive yourself , because if you do then it is far eaasier for others to do so too
blessings