Thank you so much eye of tiger.

And also thank you for pointing out clearly that dominic is irreplacable. I need that to clear my mind, i've been in self denial that i dont wish this kid to be a replacement, however subconciously i want another boy, because thats how i day dreamed my family would have been while i was having dominic, i dreamed the 2 brothers played happily together. since one was taken away under such circumstance, i wanted another one to be put into his place. thats really not the right mindset.

from what you've said, i assume this little baby will get through the 9 months and comes to this world live and kicking, thats the most important thing.

be it a girl or boy, s/he will be very much treasured. (although i am still a little scared of having a girl, that'd be the very first girl grand childen in this family in the past 23 years, can you imagine the attention and scrutiny she and I will be getting?   )

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miranda

Barring anything unforeseen happening (and there was no suggestion that it would), your pregnancy should go to full term this time, and you should then be the proud mother of a healthy new baby son or daughter. All you can really do is to take good care of yourself and keep your doctor fully informed if you experience any unusual symptoms. One of your main enemies as I see it is that your fear of another miscarriage could become a self fulfilling prophecy, if you make yourself ill by constantly focussing on this possibility in your mind.



As long as the attention and scrutiny is of a positive nature, and she is not constantly weighed down by everyone's unrealistically high expectations as to the type of person she will ultimately grow up to become, she has much love and the joy of family waiting for her.

Be kind to yourself and keep your faith,

eye_of_tiger

Thank you again eye of tiger. that means a lot.

i will try not to stress/worry about it. some days it can be such a hard thing to do that requires all the will power, i am determined i will be getting through this fine.  

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miranda

that is so sad i do hope you find the light at the end and have a wonderful pregnancy,thinking of you. Eye of tiger is very good with readings and will give you some inspiration to get through