Whether or not you are going to get better will depend mainly on how well you take care of yourself from now on, as well as how well you can work in co-operation with your doctor to deal with your health problems in a sensible manner. Therefore as Gem has already told you, most readers do not choose to interfere in your private relationship with your doctor by making either any diagnoses or predictions about your illness.
I would however be pleased to offer you instead a reading concerning the possible state of your future finances, especially as I believe that your health problems may be preventing you from gaining meaningful employment, and your bank account balance may be rapidly heading south because of this. You probably already know all too well what your current financial situation is, so let us look instead to it's most likely future (no guarantees are given)?
You have probably already realised that in order to weather the storm caused by your health problems you will be required to conserve whatever financial and other resources you already have, in order to help you get through this difficult time and emerge at the end with enough money left over to cover your cost of living. When I asked the cards to offer me some guidance about how best you can make what money you already have work for you most effectively, I drew the
HANGED MAN (HM).
No this does not mean that things of a financial matter are going to get so bad that you might think about ending your life prematurely, or that the situation is necessarily hopeless. In my own experience, even though the HM is a rather depressing looking card when you go by surface appearances, it rarely has anything to do with either physical death and neither does it very often mean that things are only going to get much worse than they already are. The inverted or hanging man is not associated so much with life and death, but rather a time of suspension. This is a time of trial or meditation, selflessness, sacrifice and interestingly prophecy. Effectively the HM does not mean that you are simply hanging around doing nothing of any use to you, but you are being encouraged to stop resisting and go more with the flow.
You seem to have a largely unspoken belief that your current health and financial problems are entirely your responsibility, when you are needing instead to show a little more humility and recognise that although things are presently not looking good for your financial future, if you continue to beat up on yourself for factors which were never under your control how would you fully enjoy whatever money you ended up with after things got better? If you show no compassion to yourself and and are not more willing to place your faith in a higher power (as well as doing whatever you practically can to save your money) and you destroy what remains of your own health in the process, what good is money going to be to you, other than perhaps to pay the undertaker?
Of course when you stop resisting and work in close co-operation with your doctor you are also making yourself more vulnerable and temporarily more dependent on others for your health and welfare. You may also need to more closely work with your bank manager and with those to whom you owe money to help you to have some remaining financial security. If you are heavily in debt to someone, let them know about it as soon as possible, and make some mutually agreed arrangement in order to keep the debt collectors away from your door. With your health problems you do not really need the extra stress that this could cause, so do it today. If not for your own sake, do it for the benefit of those who love and depend on you.
Much of the stress you are feeling is coming from within you, both with regards to your health and money problems. Therefore be more willing to slow down and give yourself the best possible opportunity to make your plans as to what is the best future course of action to take with reference to both. Often when you do this you will suddenly be given a solution which was probably staring you in the face all along, but because you were fussing and fuming so much before and were getting yourself into a highly anxious state, you could not at the time see the forest through the trees.
Although I cannot predict how much positive progress you will make with both your health and financial problems during the next six months or so, I do believe that if you do what I have suggested above and get help from others when needed, that the chances of both are looking much better than they would have otherwise. Making yourself temporarily more vulnerable to and dependent on others frightens you, as you are a person who places great importance on being in control at all times. Do whatever you can about the things you can change, and leave the rest (those factors over which you have no control) to a much higher and wiser power than yourself.
Hoping that this intuitive reading has in some small way helped you to find a renewed sense of inner peace and well being,
eye_of_tiger
