Your posting in the Dream Interpretation forum plus what you have also said here makes me feel that you are becoming increasingly aware of your psychic gift of prophecy, but are experiencing difficulties in accepting the reality that negative premonitions are on the average much more common than the positive type. This is often explained as being due to negative and often traumatic events creating stronger psychic echoes backwards in time, but whether or not this is the real reason for there being so many terrible tragedies amongst your precognitive dreams and visions of the future, I cannot say.
To make matters worse, I sense that you are in a way wanting to accept the complete responsibility for the horrible events you are witnessing, as though you believe it is your role to forewarn others and prevent these things from either being as bad as they would have otherwise been, or stopping them from happening at all. There are important moral questions to be asked when it comes to deciding when and whether to interfere in someone else's destiny. Should you tell them exactly what you see in your dream or vision, and run the risk that the fear you create by doing this could cause a self fulfilling prophecy, or should you instead keep quiet about it, and live a life of regret not knowing if the event might have been prevented, and many lives saved? How can you possibly determine what events are predestined to happen no matter what we do to modify or prevent them from happening, and what events are not (most events are I feel not written in stone)?
If I had all or any of the answers to these questions I would certainly tell you, but sadly I do not. Developing any psychic gift (especially the gift of prophecy) without at the same time having the maturity and ability to sort out the genuine psychic information from the products of our own imaginations (discernment) can have serious negative consequences for everyone concerned, including ourselves.
I agree with you that the thoughts which we most constantly hold in our minds are largely the result of our past experiences, and that many of these past experiences of your's may have appeared to be negative ones, but it is said that what does not kill us often only makes us a stronger person by the mere fact that we have been willing to persevere with courage and faith as our constant companions. In other words, I feel that you are a better and more well balanced person today mainly because you have managed to progressively overcome the challenges placed in your path. If you always expect the worse, then on average this is what you are most likely to get in your future. If on the other hand you continue to see the world through rose coloured glasses and choose to ignore the darker side of life and your own personality, then you are probably unintentionally setting yourself up for much unhappiness to come.
As to how best to learn to control your gift of prophecy, the general Psychic forum is the best place I feel to answer your questions. To develop the maturity and powers of discernment, sitting in a regular psychic development group under the leadership of a knowledgeable and understanding teacher with others who are also developing their own unique gifts and can provide you with feedback about your own visions and impressions is definitely the best way to go.
But as to me in turn predicting whether or not overall your life during the next six months will be significantly happier and more satisfying than the previous six months have been, will to a great extent be decided by how well you learn to find the right balance for you between the rose coloured glasses (everything about my life is wonderful and there is no room for improvement) and selectively ignoring your many blessings and always expecting the worse.
To a certain degree we are continually creating and reshaping our personal future now by deciding as to which events to focus on. Consequently, there is not yet one single future to predict. I believe that people who experience genuine premonitions are also presented with any one of a range of different possibilities about what the future may be, although some people do appear to have a real gift in selecting the one which is most likely
if nothing else changes in the meantime (which rarely happens). What happens to you over the next six months will be largely determined by your expectations. Nothing more and nothing less?
Hoping that these insights have been of some comfort and assistance, as you still have a long journey to go and it would I feel be a shame if you gave up now, when you are so close to realising your most cherished dreams.
Love, Light and a lasting Peace,
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