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MangoMom
Age: 60 Zodiac: 
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Location: West Texas
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 3:15 pm |
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Hi Niels,
I have opened your records and see that you are not only at a crossroads, it looks like a spagetti bowl! Wow, you do have a lot to consider and pray about. The first thing that came to me was that you have to consider what direction would be for the highest good of all concerned and to remember that children come first. They chose you to be their parent, and there seems to be one child in the life plan that is not yur biological child but that you will assist in parenting this child. You will have a special bond with this one. I cannot access your daughter's records but I will tell you not to bring her shyness up in front of her, that just continues to confirm her shyness. Just continue to tell her how great she is, that she is doing a great job and bring forth affirmations that she is a beautiful, deserving individual. It will work itself out in time. Just love her for who and what she is, let her discover how awesome she is.
Now, back to you and your spaghetti bowl, there are avenue that you see would best suit you and others, but you also see negatives along the way. Please understand, hon, that you make the choices and remember that you made these decision with the best tools and information you have at the time, so there is no wrong decision. Know that God and your guides are with you and trust in your guides, that is what they are here for. Remember, turn it over to God, he will be up all night anyway. Just don't take it back in the morning.
You seem to have a great deal of anger about something that recently happened, you need to let it go. The resentment is only harming you, doing no one any good.
Here is the Forgiveness prayer for you to say for the next 12 days:
If there is anyone or anything that has hurt me in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it. If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it, (For the highest good of others and myself)
I also get the sense that you feel you harmed some one in the past, you did not. It was not anything that you had control over. Some of these events, even tragedies have blessings that come out of them. Keep your eyes open and understand that God Loves You as if you were his only child. God does not punish, the bad things have happened, they are in the past and you cannot go backwards, you cannot undo the past. Like when you hammer a nail into a board, you can remove the nail, but the hole is still there, you can always say you are sorry, but you cannot take the words back. Remember, when you say you are sorry, it means you won't do that again.
I am not sure what all of this means, it is not for me to interpret, but the RecordKeepers truly have a great deal of respect for you and honor you immensley.
Hope this has helped. May God give you all the blessings he has in store for you.
Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom
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