Dear Melissa,
As this request is your very first posting on these forums and because I am unable to directly read any of the other people who are concerned with this (a third party reading) I hope that you will be willing to accept some friendly advice, in place of me giving you a formal reading on this occasion.
While it is obviously important to you to learn what your husband and the girl that you also grew up with are currently feeling or believing is true, effectively it comes down to the fact that although Angel and you were separated many years ago by his time spent in prison, in a way you have never been completely willing let him go in both your mind and heart (even after meeting your husband).
For the sake of your own emotional health and your existing marriage, I feel that you are being forced to make a decision between the two men, realising that although your husband now allows him to visit your family home, it is only as your childhood friend and not a a potential rival.
There is simply not enough available room for these two men at the same time in your heart, so you will need to decide whether or not you are willing to sacrifice all the time and effort you have already put into trying to make your marriage work (and it is a relatively happy one), in exchange for a relationship which may never even get off the ground if your childhood friend and yourself eventually both turn out to be wrong about what Angel might be feeling towards you.
As adults who have known each other for most of your lives, I have no doubt that there is still some sense of connection and affection between both Angel and yourself, but part of being a mature adult is not to deny your feelings, but at the same time to consciously decide as to whether or not you wish to act upon them, and if so how best to go about it.
With due respect, if every man and woman acted only on what they feel or their so called "animal instincts" then I believe that the family unit which has up until relatively recently given the human species a huge social advantage over less evolved creatures, is finished.
Try to base your decision as to whether to risk losing all that you have worked so hard for in your current marriage, in exchange for what could only prove in the end to be wishful thinking (the forbidden fruit syndrome) as much upon logic and common sense at least as much as you are tending to depend entirely on your instincts at present.
My feelings are that you have much more to lose if you with the luxury of hindsight finally realise that you have made the wrong decision, than Angel will ever do. In my opinion to base this decision purely on a psychic reading is giving away your personal power to someone else. We create and constantly reshape our personal futures (including who we wish to have a relationship with) by the decisions we make in the present moment. Once we have eventually decided, we must then also be willing to live with the consequences of our decisions (both positive and negative).
Are you fully prepared to do this, knowing that there is a real possibility that you could lose both men from your life as part of the process?
Kindest regards,
eye_of_tiger
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