MangoMom,
I would be so grateful if you would give me a reading when you have time.
My life is finally headed in the right direction and I am working through a lot of emotional issues right now. I have trust issues and I can be emotionally distant. I'm hoping things have settled down and will get better. Can you offer any guidance in this healing process...Am I experiencing any blocks to keep me from progressing? Can I look forward to a bright future with my daughter?  Where should I focus my efforts in regard to my career? and anything else the record keepers might want to share? I can pm you my info...Thanks so much

Hi Hon,

I would be honored to do a reading for you.  PM your first, middle and last name and post any questions here on the forum.  I will get to you as quickly as possible.

Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom

MangoMom...I have sent you a pm.

Is there any thing from my past or present blocking me in the healing process I'm going through? Can you tell me anything about my guides?

Where should I focus my efforts in regard to a career?

It's been a hard life. Do things look better in the future for my daughter and me?

Any other info volunteered from the record keepers?

Thanks again

Hi Hon,

I have opened your records:

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This is really two questions, so I will break this up.  I sense a problem with you and partners.  You tend to choose the wrong type, more in the sense of addictive personalities, alcohol, drugs, sex, racing, etc.  That's the type of person you grew up with as a father figure and you tend to look for that type of person.  When you choose that type of person you tend to put yourself and your needs in the background, you tend to believe that you owe them something, apologies, etc. and have trouble justifying your separation.  You must learn to put yourself first, before you can be of use to your family.  You must treat yourself as if you were Gods' only child.  You are so special, loved by God and the spirits.  You have done the right thing, you are moving forward and you are recognizing these tendencies, but it will just take time.  You must see these to break the cycle to give your daughter a better example.  (Our children learn more by example than what we tell them)  If you want your daughter to receive all the blessings God has in store for her, you must do the same.  Recognize the wonderful miracles God has put in your path on a daily basis.  Smile.  It has been a long time since you have had the smile of contentment.

Your guides have brought you to this point (you being almost blind to it)  Your guides are those little nudges, intuitions that awakened you to the fact that your world wasn't right.  You have one guide that is a somewhat domineering lady, but it is only a facade, she is truly a mischevious little girl at heart, but she is the one that has been nudging you to take a more mature stance.  If you want to meet your guides, find a quiet corner, light a candle (candles are natural light, which attracts the spiritual realm), I have also found that chimes are very attracting because they sound very similar to their language.  Find a place with a comfortable space in your mind along with an empty seat beside you, this can be your favorite room or garden, whatever.  You will see a bright light, a shadow coming forth, invite that shadow to approach and sit beside you.  You will get a sense of great warmth and love, introduce yourself and choose a name for this guide.  This guide can then bring others forward as you choose.



Your career appears to be in regards to real estate, I don't see you selling but it has something to do with real estate, perhaps mortgage, landscaping, decorating, etc.  You have done this in the past, but not as as actual career, you might look in that direction at this time.  I sense more of an elderly group of couples.



You have had a very difficult life, it has been an awesome learning experience, at this point it looks like it is you and your daughter, no matter what, well, that will always be the case, you can bond with her, but try not to become buddies, friends, etc.  She is a child and don't tend to try to let her become your best friend, yet.  There will be time for that when she matures.  I can sense a very tight friendship between you two in later years, but at the moment it is very difficult for her, her perception of what has recently happened is totally different from reality.  You might want to explain things to her to help her see in a different light, she tends to sense events happened because of her.  She is also feeling abandoned, let her know how much you care and that God cares more than you.

Your future will and is becoming better, there will be a tough time and you will have to make-do with some things, but you will be able to look back and see that it was an awesome time and you can actually enjoy it.  You will find a better job and better pay, just be sure you allow time for your daughter, don't develop any relationships with others for at least 1 year.  This is a time for discovering your self, your likes and dislikes, what the two of you enjoy doing together.  There are lots of discoveries ahead, it will be a new facet in both your lives.



The RecordKeepers are smiling, you have reached an awesome point in your life, it is going to be a real eye opener.  You have been very depressed in the past, energy is now building, you can see a light at the end of that dark tunnel, your guides and loved ones are ready to show you a new way of living, go for it, you will also find other women approaching this new way of living, have a tea party with your daughter, you will discover something really awesom.  

Thank you so much for allowing me to become a part of your records and to see into that awesome life you are about to develop.  May God give you all the blessings he has in store for you.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom
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MangoMom,
Thanks so much for your response. You have given me some insights into myself and my daughter that will be very helpful.  I figure you were referring to breaking up with my daughter's father? I have questioned this choice, i felt it was the right one...not a healthy relationship. I didn't realize the break up was affecting my daughter. He never came around much before, but he hasn't been around at all lately. Is this the abandonment you were referring to that she's feeling? I will explain to her that it's not because of her. And emphasize God's love to her.

She is the reason I am trying to learn a new way of life. I want a better life for her than what I had in the past. I feel like I am simultaneously raising myself (with help) along with her.  I have some recollection of choosing my parents and family...it seemed strange to me as a child...lots of painful memories, but with the pain will come growth as you stated. And as you said, it will take time. I needed to be reminded of that....

Thanks for the info on my guide. I am hoping to become more aware of her guidance and maybe that of others. I will take your suggestion to try to set up a meeting. I think she came thru at one point to tell me that things will be okay. It's nice to hear the recordkeepers are smiling...hopefully this guide is smiling too after a lot of nudging.

I will have a tea party with my daughter and see what I discover.

I am extremely grateful for this experience and wanted to let you know you have touched my heart with your kindness.  I want to be a consistent parent to my daughter. She's a gift, and maybe with time I will begin to believe that I am too.

I will continue to look for the small miracles and do my best at staying positive.  Thanks again!