sad,

I would be honored to read for you, I will try to get to it first thing tomorrow am.

Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom

Hello sad,

I am so sorry your heart has been so broken, you have grieved all this time but you have not accepted reality.  This young lady has gone on with her life, but you have seemed to stay in the rut.  She will always hold a spcial place in her heart for you, but there does not seem to be the possibility of reuniting for you two.  She is a very practical young lady and though she had great love for you, the fact remains she didn't feel you would provide for her and a family.  You will need to get off your "duff" and find a job, it is not going to come to you.  No one is going to call you and say do you want a job?  You need to let the job market know they would be fortunate to hire you and that you are well worth the investment of training, time and money.  

You are so used to the grief you have been experiencing it has become norman, that's not normal, hon.  Think about yourself in a group of people, laughing and enjoying life.  You have to get out and sell yourself to the place you want to become a part of.  There is a company that you have had your sites set on for some time but you have had such low self esteem you feel they wouldn't hire you.  They will if you show them you are interested and would be an asset to them.  

I do see joy and happiness in your future, this has been a difficult 7 months for you but it will be better very shortly.  I can see you becoming a very desirable person to be around.  You will always have a special place in your heart for your young lady, but remember, smile because it happened.

May God grant you all the Blessings held in store for you.

Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom