Welcome Kelly,
Thursday is generally my day off for good behaviour, so I have only just seen your posting as of the last few minutes.
You have neither said or done anything wrong. I do not need any other information to be able to give you a reading concerning how hectic and difficult life for you and your daughter has been recently. I really do feel that you are doing the very best you can in attempting to improve your current situation, but that it is an uphill battle of major proportions on a daily basis, and you are understandably feeling shell shocked.
Nobody should ever try to suggest for a moment that you have not fully put your heart and soul into trying to make things better for you and your daughter, but you may be beginning to believe as a result of the many obstacles placed in your path that you are going the wrong way when the truth of the matter is that these challenges you are encountering are designed precisely to make you a stronger person from having survived them. This means that rather than showing you have lost your way, that you were intended to keep going on the path you are already on, even though your logical mind might be telling you the complete opposite would be your best possible course of action to take.
I do not know how old your daughter is relative to her mother, but according to her age and her level of maturity I do feel that she would like to take more of an active role in working co-operatively with you to overcome these problems you are facing, rather than having to watch her much loved mother destroy her own health in the process. Even if she is not yet of the age to be able to do many of the things which need to be done, I feel that she is currently most concerned that you could be sacrificing some of your own equally important needs in order to protect her from situations which she will gradually need to learn to deal with herself. I will consequently leave it up entirely to you to decide how best to get the balance right in both your best interests between doing whatever you practically can instead of continually placing such unrealistically high expectations upon yourself that you could effectively become your own worst enemy.
Respectfully I feel that you already know deep within yourself what I have reminded of you above, but that because you are so emotionally close to the likely outcome that your intuition appears to have temporarily deserted you, and you are therefore seeking confirmation of this from someone like myself who is more removed from the situation and can therefore probably more objectively read the true situation as it presently stands.
The overall message that comes through loud and clear to me from your reading is that you should always go with what you feel is the best thing to do, but not at the same time throw out all reason and common sense. In other words, you are being urged to use both logic and intuition in a more balanced manner than you might have done in the past. Either extreme in total isolation from one another could potentially have disastrous consequences for both you and your daughter, so continue to steer the middle path and you should then give yourselves the fair chance you both so richly deserve. Unfortunately I cannot give you a cure all magic formula for being able to solve every problem you might be experiencing at present and in the space of 24 hours, but rather than thinking so deeply that you begin to see everything which might possibly go wrong (and scare yourself into becoming paralysed by your fears), try to share your burdens with other people who are more than capable and willing to help you.
If your daughter is old and mature enough, delegate some of your responsibilities and tasks to her and spread the load, according to how much you judge that she is capable of doing. She is what we call an "old soul", so do not ignore a valuable friend and advisor in the form of your own young daughter. She actually possesses a wisdom that greatly exceeds the number of years she has been on Earth, at least within her current lifetime. She could even pleasantly surprise you, if only you gave her the opportunity to do so, and believed in her as much as you appear to believe in yourself.
May your God go with you both, now and ever more,
Love, Light and Healing,
eye_of_tiger
