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MangoMom
Age: 63 Zodiac: 
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Location: Central Texas
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 3:28 pm |
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Good Morning jlo,
I have opened your records and here goes:
) I have made so many mistakes from the age of 11 till now . And I am facing the consequences now and struggling a lot to find happiness . What do I need to change in my life to be on the right path ?
What happened when you were 11 was not your fault. The amazing mind changes the perception of things when you were 11 and what you can understand now. You are not remembering the incident correctly. Try to play it back in your mind and see the reality that the series of events do not ring true today. You cannot hold yourself accountable for something that was not your choice. You had no choice in this situation. You will see and understan this better after you have said the forgiveness prayers for 11 days or nights. (this is to forgive yourself and the other individual that made those events happen)
FORGIVENESS PRAYER
If there is anything that has hurt me in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it. If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it (For the hightest good of others and myself)
2) Why am I so unlucky in love ? At times I think it would be better if I decide to remain single forever.
You are not really as unlucky in love as you think. You have so many people that love you for your beautiful face, heart and soul. As far as romance you tend to look at the wrong type of individual their character traits overall tend to be selfish and self centered. They care more for themselves and their needs and wants than what you want or need. (I keep getting a sense that you will meet someone that will be a wonderful partner in a market or grocery) You are so very young but you will see the way clearer in a few months. You feel desperate because all your friends are either married or involved with someone. Don't rush it.
3) What can't I show my emotions well ,can't trust anyone so easily and always feel scared of getting hurt ?
You tend to withhold your emotions and feelings due to something that happened when you were very young. You told the truth about an event that turned on you and you were told you cannot think that way, that is not allowed. You were apparently so embarrassed that you decided not to ever let people know how you felt any more. The Forgiveness Prayer will begin to help you release this fear and you will be more able to tell people how you really feel.
4) Do I have a guide who always stays with me and guides me in life ?
You have many guides in your life that are with you, one interesting one is a very round gentleman that is always laughing. He is quite round like a balloon but, is very light on his feet. Always laughing and is always creating funny events around you trying to make you laugh. You seem to be a very serious, sad individual. This guide isn't interested in giving me a name (handle as the recordkeepers say) but will share it with you once you have gone into a meditation, using candlelight and chimes. Listen to the chimes, one particular tone will give you his name. He has been with you since the age of 4. You have another guide that appears to be a regal lady, she appears to be of myan descent, she tries to help you with your spirituality. You tend to have some problems with spirituality and she is trying so hard to show you the appreciation of the little miracles that appear around you on a daily basis. Look closer to your God and know that these guides are there to assist you in your daily life and to help you along your path. When you have these great problems, faith, confidence, etc. these guides are there to assist you, just ask.
5) Will I find a new job soon which will be much better than my current one ?
You will find a new job, but you can't run away from self. You will need to change a part of your attitude to be content in your job. You will make more money, but it will not be any better unless you change the way you feel about others. You have a lot of anger and tend to become frustrated with others not living up to your expectations. You set yourself up for diappointment if you do that. You can only change your self, hon, you cannot change others.
You have about 6 months of new learning in spirituality, viewing people in a different light and changing your attitude, once that starts happening, you will see life in a much brighter vision.
Thank you jlo for the awesome honor of entering your records. May God bless you with the many blessings he has in stor for you.
Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom
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