may i please have a general reading? i have had it in the past and i was in alot of trouble but im going to get help and i would like to know how it will go? im leaving on this friday so if someone could please please help me out  

I strongly encourage you to continue to reach out for help, whenever and where ever you are able to find it. Needing help is not a sign of weakness, but more a sign that you are committed to making the necessary improvements in your life, to bring about change for the better.

As I will not be online again until Friday in order to be able to give you a full reading, I thought that the urgency of your request was enough for me to at least offer some useful hints as to how best for you to proceed from here on.

Can I therefore redirect your attention back to a dream interpretation I gave you on November 26th last year (to which I did not receive any feedback)?



It is evident that my statement that:

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Frequently recurring violent dreams of this type suggest to me that you may need to do some inner emotional work, especially with relation to how to more effectively deal with your suppressed anger ASAP....

AND that dreams of losing your teeth...

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often occur at times of transition from one life stage to the next and can be a message that an important milestone is occurring and urging you to face the inevitable.

are both as relevant to your situation now as they were both back then.

In seems obvious to me that the transition to which your dream was referring is now taking place on Friday of this week, and that this dream was in a way preparing you for what was to happen only weeks later.

It is also clear that the inner emotional work you will need to do with regards to controlling your suppressed anger (much of which you say is a reaction to your illness) will not suddenly stop when you leave on Friday. In fact it must not be allowed to stop, as once you have left you will be in completely new surroundings, and you will consequently need some time to once more get your bearings, both emotionally and otherwise. Your illness makes it even more difficult for you to adapt to new situations than the average person, so you will also need to be more creative in finding ways around this once you have left.

I am not sure whether by leaving you were meaning to change your job, move to another area or to another country, but my advice would be for you to take one day at a time and learn to deal with the challenges of that day, rather than thinking of everything that could possibly go wrong over the whole of 2008 (and unnecessarily scaring yourself into believing that it is beyond your ability to get through this). Anger is a vital tool in our human survival kit, as without getting angry we would never see the injustices of life and feel motivated to do something positive and practical to make improvements. With no anger at all, we would be as human doormats. Anger can be either used in a negative manner to destroy lives (your own and everybody's around you), or it can be used in a decidedly positive manner to create a personal future for ourselves which sounds much more inviting.

I myself have a chronic illness which has so far lasted over 26 of my total 55 years, and I therefore feel that I can better understand how much anger you could possibly be feeling towards the sheer unfairness of it all, than a person who has not been forced to live with this type of condition. Yes, it is perfectly possible to feel both anxious and depressed at the same time, and I strongly believe that how well you go once you have moved will depend greatly on how much further your inner emotional work in dealing with and releasing that pent up anger moves forward, and that by refocussing your understandable anger in a more positive direction you will ultimately be more than up to the considerable tasks ahead of you.



If this move means that you will also need to establish an entirely new support network for yourself where you will be after Friday, then please be certain to see your doctor about this, as he may need to make certain arrangements to ensure that your treatment is not interrupted by the move. It will be much easier to do this now, than waiting until after you have already left.

Wishing you a safe, happy and healthy 2008 (hoping that your leaving does not mean that we will lose you as a valued member and friend),

God Bless,

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