hello

i m vikas. I need help as things are turning from bad to worse for me and my family.

I belong to a very renowned family, but since last few years my family has suffered a lot. We had a bussiness in Patna which we ran along with my uncle (elder brother of my father). But in 1993 my father was forced( he was taken on a gunpoint) by my uncle to hand over his share of bussiness n property to him.

then again we started all over again and started a new bussiness by setting a new factory in 1997. everything was going on fine but then we again recieved a massive blow. we lost our facotry (coz of a girl whom i loved). we had to sell our house to educate my brother and sister but the person to whom the house was sold didnt pay us. he instead took hold of our house illegaly and we had to leave the city in order to save our lives.

we came to city in which we are currently living. here also we started off in 2006 but things have turned to worst in this year. We have lost all we had and are going through a tough time, emotionally mentally and financially.
there has been a constant degradation of our relations with relatives as they have been cutting off from us seeing our financial condition. there is no ray of hope left.

i had psychich ability but now i cant feel it. i used to see things coming my way prior it could happen but i cant even make a wild guess now. i know astrology but it seems that things have been moving out of my mind. My anger has gone out of my control and i feel like harming myself in anger. i feel that there is some external force which is the cause for all this.

plz help me in finding the reasons for all this and is there any hope of things getting better for my family n me in coming future. and if yes then when? how can i get my psychic ability back? can there be some remedy for all this.

thank you

vikas

Vikas, yes, yes yes, you will find your way back to your abilities, they are not gone but are taking a back seat for the moment whilst everything else takes priority. You are being told to slow down and to rest from helping others and to take time for yourself and to reach out and help your family and those dearest to you. Sometimes when our abilities are closed down and not by us, we have so much exotic energy that if not careful we can turn that inward and self harm or abuse our bodies in other ways such as drinking or over eating or fasting. Do not let those feeling have your energy, expel them and burn them away, keep your body clean and wholesome and safe as a temple. Look deep inside yourself, the answers are there, safely cocooned in a golden ball of energy. Let that energy fire your enthusiasm and drive to take matters into your own hands and be a driving force for your family.

There is always hope There is always a spark of life that has been kept safe until you find it, look to the left side of you there will be something that you wanted and need and that will give you more help than anything else. Spend time meditating and stregthening your inner mantras so that your strength will be enough for everyone near you. Store the kundalini and use it wisely, and don't worry, it will rise again.

thank you for helping me. but i would like to ask few questions or rather i say suggestions..i want my psychic abilities back. i want them not for helping anyone but to help my family in coming out of such situation. when is everything going to be fine coz i feel completely helpless and depressed on seeing things going out of my control.

i feel tht there is some external force behind all this mishap. am i correct on this point? i feel there is something which is keeping me away from getting my abilites. is this true? plz help me through or am i living in my own imagination. i used to believe in god, i used to worship him, i used to feel the power to do anything i want, i felt everything under my control but now i have become a complete atheist. i dont believe in any god or power n neither in occult. when ever my rage hits the roof i think i m being forced to say things which i shouldnt be ( like abusing my loved ones) and harming myself. is this true? and if yes can u plz tell me how to fight with this situation.

thanks a lot

vikas

Vikas,

        First of all I would like to tell you that I am sorry that you and your family have had such a horrible time and for so long. I am happy to hear that through most of it that you all have stayed together and kept strong, although I do understand that everyone has a breaking point and I feel like you have reached yours. I would like to tell you that F.O.M. has given you good advice, you need to help yourself in order to help your family, I think that for a long time now that you all have needed to pull together to get through and that you all have lost a little bit of who you are... I would also like to point out that having your abilities now would not really help you... You are stronger than you think you are and they shut down to keep you from influencing things negatively and in turn causing more harm to yourself and your family... They need you to be able to be there... Next, I feel like there is someone who wants this for your family, to see you in ruin, but I would like to tell you that they only have power over you all if you let them. I know that you said that you do not believe in anything, but perhaps you will believe in yourself and your family enough to do a blessing on your home(s). To keep out the evil and bad things around....  Things will get better, but you have to start by helping yourself and then each one of your family to look for the future and to take care of themselves... I since that this would be easier done with the females in the family first and then you all can 'push' or suggest your father into such things... as he will give you the greatest resistance... Know that despite ALL the bad people that you have encountered so many times over the years that there are Good people out there and that you have to learn to spot the difference before it is too late... you can't rely on others so much unless you know them very well... and not just the good things... You don't really know someone unless you have seen all the sides to them... I wanted to tell you that February is when things will pick up for you all, so be patient and remember that hard times befall all of us and that we need to find the things in life that still make us smile and that help to get us out of bed and push on... Make a family day and make it a rule that no one can talk about anything but happy memories and enjoy each other again... Show your family the life that they can have once this is all gone.

              Hope this helps you and your family out.

        Light, Love, and Blessings,
                                              Nyte

hello

HAPPY NEW YEAR..

and also i would like to thank your for your advice and answering to my questions but i thinnk the problem is much deep rooted. i knew all that you told me but the major problem being that i cant do anything.I made up my mind to worship and meditate innumerable times but the resultant outcome has alwayz been zero. whenever i started afresh i couldnt even continue for two days. everytime i tried to put things in right order...the more the things seem to run outta control. i stopped to believe in god, i stopped talking to the person who gave me all the knowledge of occult and psychic power (my Teacher), i began to dishonour everyone, i began to keep my self unclean and untidy. it was not like that i neva wanted to put things in right order but i couldnt do the needful.

i have always been very close to my grandfather even though i havent ever ever seen him. he was dead a long ago i was born but i have alwayz wanted to be like him. i always thought tht he is with me but now i cant even feel him. i made a post regarding my grandfather even before and eye of tiger replied. but since last 3 months have broken me completely. i dont know how to keep my spirits high coz all these things have obviously harmed by will power. thanks for ur kind help but i think some more is needed..
thanks again

vikas