Hi. I dont know where else to post this or who else to ask. I seem to be going through alot of crap right now. And I feel kind of like I'm going insane because of it. I'm making bad decisions, getting drunk way too much, I need a job, I'm having man troubles. If anyone out there has any kind of psychic abilities (or whatever) I was wondering if maybe you could help me out. What the heck is going on with me? Why am I like this? What do I need to do? (That's the big one) Where should I go for a job? (another big one) Thank you so so so much in advance.

Best advice:  Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, start all over again!  When we start to wallow, it tends to escalate into full blown 'nothing is right' thinking.  Let's work at turning this around.

In the Mystic Academy Mediumship Development I posted something called Tools of Our Own Consciousness because these are what our own mind can do to pick ourselves up.  Read through them, then let's talk!

Where would I find this????

Nevermind, I found it. Reading now.

So you're thinking I should meditate? I have to say, I'm down for that and all, that's fine, but I'm not sure I can wait that long. Honestly. Like I'm going crazy *now*. Perhaps what I'm missing is the calming aspect of it, because things feel so hectic but I have been thinking *alot* about what's going on with me and where I need to go. Maybe I missed your point, I dont know.

I've been trying the affirmations. I've been trying to think positively. It seems like everytime I get to a point where I think "Okay this could work", something happens and it all falls down again.

I just want someone to help me for right now. I was (still) drunk when I posted that (big shock), so maybe I didnt articulate it right. I want to know from someone if I should bother with this guy I've met, and where should I be looking (especially in regards to a job). I guess the rest isnt as important.