Before giving you a reading about this, it might I feel be useful to think about just why you do not feel happy in the town in which you are currently living, and whether in fact there would be any real advantage in moving somewhere else.
When you say that you don't really enjoy being in the place you presently are, is it because your expectations are unrealistic about what the place could possibly provide you with, or are you basically unhappy within yourself?
If the latter is true, then I must sadly inform you that unless you do something positive to find a renewed sense of joy in your life as a whole, moving to another town where you do not have the support network you may have now is only likely to make matters far worse, instead of improving them. Or is it because you don not feel that you have a single trusted friend where you live that is your main reason for wanting to move to newer and hopefully friendlier pastures?
Sorry about all the questions, but the answers to them are for your eyes only, and they are there to help you gain further insights into why you are continuing to depend almost entirely on the place in which you are living for your own happiness. The purpose of this whole exercise is NOT to make you beat up on yourself even more for your perceived failures (many factors of which were never under your control).
You appear with due respect to be perfectly capable of doing that by yourself, without any assistance on my part. What I am attempting to do here is to demonstrate to you that while most of us have only a limited degree of control over where we are living at a particular time, we do have much more control over the recurring thoughts which largely give rise to our feelings of not having a friend in the world.
Remember that you are constantly creating and re-shaping your own possible future by the decisions you continue to make in the present moment, and that often one of the best ways to begin to make significant positive progress is to more carefully examine exactly why you are having these thoughts in the first place. When and if you do eventually move to another town (and I do not feel on the basis of this reading that this will happen soon), these negative ways of thinking will most likely follow you, wherever you might go.
If you can at the same time get rid of these thoughts which are holding you back from finding a sense of love and happiness in your life AS WELL AS finding a new town to live, where you are quickly surrounded by true friends who value and appreciate you for being the sensitive and caring person whom you already are, then in my personal opinion you have just found a paradise on Earth. Same thing with reference to finding a satisfying career.
Kindest regards,
eye_of_tiger
