Hi

i just needed some psychic reading cuz i feel that there's nothing left for me to do in my life...

the last few years were so difficult and hard on me: disappointments, betrayals, lots of work to dowith no result... I am a person hated by many people, and the only person that i love never feels me or knows about my feelings...
A true psychic would know about what i am talking about, and WHO i am talking about.

i studied so hard but i always feel that there's nothing for me to do and that i am not attractive to the people around me.

I always do a lot of hard work meanwhile, other people don't even have to do anything to be surrounded by the ones who love.

my problem is that i always feel that there's something missing and i need it, but i don't know what it is...

If only i could tell the one i care about about my true feelings, this would at least solve a part of the problem...
I thought of suicide many times, but i always step back.

please, tell me what is wrong with me? i feel like fading away every minute... i am always MENTALLY tired. Please help

There is really no need by any of the readers on this board to give you a psychic reading when you are so obviously suffering from a form of depression. Even if you have never attempted to take your own life, the simple fact that you have thought about it on several different occasions tells me that you should be consulting your family doctor ASAP, in order to receive professional treatment for your self destructive thoughts, including medication as is felt to be required.

Although I am not qualified to diagnose your possible medical condition, I have personally battled with chronic depression and anxiety most of my adult life (although the underlying reasons for this may be very different in my case compared to your own). That feeling you described so well of always feeling mentally tired, as well as your obviously low self esteem and self hatred should be regarded as sounding off warning bells that something health wise could very well be amiss.

If you are already receiving medical treatment under the guidance of a qualified and understanding professional and are taking regular medication including antidepressants, immediately see your doctor about either changing the dosage, or even trying another drug in it's place. It may not be true with every patient who takes these, but one of the potential side effects of some of these chemical cocktail antidepressant drugs is increased depression, sometimes leading to suicidal thoughts (or actual suicide attempts, if left untreated).

Depression is at such epidemic proportions in our modern society that it is jokingly called the "common cold of the mind", but there is nothing funny about a person taking their own life, especially when if the reasons for it had been investigated earlier, most could have been fairly easily corrected. Even worse if the medication your doctor was giving you in good faith turned out to be the culprit, but too late to do anything about it.

While my inner guidance is telling me that it would be inadvisable to offer you a reading at this point, unless it was done with the full knowledge and co-operation of your doctor, I feel very deeply for you as I have myself many times walked the same lonely and painful path where you are walking now.  

Could I please at the same time correct a misunderstanding which you seem to have picked up about the purposes of requesting a psychic reading?



The most effective way I know to block a genuine psychic's ability to help you is to take the attitude that you are somehow testing them (and give them this impression not only through what you say, but also through your body language not visible over the internet).

Also you appear to believe that a "real" psychic is able to read every single one of your thoughts 24/7, and consequently would at any time know exactly what or whom you are thinking about. With due respect, this is absolute nonsense. If we really had that sort of power (which we do not), we would ourselves quickly go mad. Rather than reading your thoughts a psychic is attempting to read your personality (strengths and potential weaknesses), and by so doing help you to better prepare for whatever the future might hold in store for you).

A psychic is also not mainly a fortune teller, although some psychics do get vague glimpses of your most likely future within their reading, and will pass them onto you as long as you understand that your future is constantly being created and remoulded by the decisions you make in the present moment, your only true point of power. There is therefore no one future to predict.

That I feel is more than enough information for you to be able to take in in one session, so I will leave you for now by encouraging you to continue to reach out for help wherever it is available. You have by posting to this forum taken the small but vital first step towards your own healing, and I admire you for your courage and perseverance in doing so. This is not a sign of your weakness. It is instead a sign that you are much stronger as a person, than you may currently recognise.

Love, Light and Healing,

eye_of_tiger (male)

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