Hi I was wondering if someone could help me.I have a  sad situation.My
brother recently committed suicide.I had not been in touch with him for quite a few years.He was a rather troubled individual for a long time.During our childhood he was very rebellious and got into all kinds of trouble.There was a lot of conflict among family members(he was the middle child) he seemed to be jealous of other family members and angry.He did not get along with our father and there were a lot of fights.I guess now they would diagnose him as bipolar with some other disorders.He was also a very intelligent individual with a lot of talents but he seemed to use these in a self destructive way.He could be very manipulative and cruel,and this made people not want to help him.He could be manipulative and just cold,although I know he was the opposite(a true Scorpio,with a lot of intense emotions) He
got into various criminal activities(burglary is all I know about I have no idea really what else he was doing) and always seemed to be sneaking around.I was actually quite fearful of him.He kept things to himself so I dont really know what was actually going on with him,what was bothering him.Anyway he was pretty much fixed in his behaviour patterns so I just figured he'd keep on going that way.He was 54,and had those same personality traits all his life I figured if he got that far he would just go on like that.Like I said he was a highly intelligent individual.
    Since I was out of touch with him in the past few years I'd like some
insight into what was going on with him.All I know is that he lived in Hayward California and had recently completing a program for working as a truck driver.Do you have any insights into what his life was like these past few years,like lifestyle,did he have a girlfriend or other friends he hung out with,what was his job.Dont even know if he lived in a house or an apartment.I figured he just was the way he was and would just go on like this.Did something happen specifically that led him to this event?What was his frame of mind?I would really just like to know what happened and what was going on with him.My older sister Sheila had been in communication with him the most. Anything you can tell me would be so helpful.
His name--Kevin Patrick Quinn --birthdate October 26 --any other info needed please let me know.Thanks so much for your help

Hodad, I hope you get some answers here.  I am not psychic so I cannot help you that way.  I am sorry to hear about your brother.  I think you are right in that he had deep issues and illness(es) that went untreated.  It is hard to help someone who is nasty and manipulative, even if by illness.  I hope he is at peace now.  Take care, Brenda

Was it suicide or misadventure?  Something like an overdose of medication?

There is a sense of interstate commerce going on - someone ready to catch up with him - and his confederates not trusting to his silence.  

He never felt at peace in his own mind.  Constant impressions that he did not understand and could not deal with in the conscious state.  He seemed to be someone even medication would not help.

Hi
He always felt he was overlooked,missunderstood and repressed. in his mind his ideas shone brightly for no one to see. He was never going to see reason with your dad. In his mind he was a mirror image of his dad and yet the complete opposite.
Crime was something that was going to be his life, it was an outlet of oppurtunity that gave him reward when he could see no other.Yes his emotional side tore him apart,  that lead to first the booze then the other things,After his last move things reached a statis quo where his semi comitment to a slightly shaped woman provided a bridge not achieved during the many shortened relationships that littered his life.My impression is that relationship crashed just before his passing.I agree with Spiritalk he was at the end of a bad deal going down, no options and little drive left. Sorry.
Please dont think that his was a wasted life, there were times when his heart soared. Alot of times it was because of your mum and his love that he struggled to show, There was a misscarrage from one relationship that would have produced a boy.
That cut deep. Truck driving was going to give him a escape from his life style but the gang he associated with didnt have a retirement plan.
Sorry thats all i can pickup.
Cheers Pete

Well I would like to say that the very first impression that I got was that he had schizophrenia, that he seems to live in two worlds to the rest of you but for him there was only one and he was constantly trying to understand what was going on and why the people in his life did not react to the things going on right in front of them, He often lashed out when he was scared, but he had been told many times not to show fear, that it made him weak, I'm not sure who said this... but it was someone that he respected (real life or hallucination) and he listened, No one ever saw his vulnerable side... he couldn't show it... I am very sorry that he did not get help for this, but I also don't think that it could have been managed. He usually stayed one step ahead of the game which is why he rarely got caught doing the things he did... I feel like he was involved with drugs, but more so the selling/moving of them than doing them... Although he smoked marijuana.. he did not do so with just anyone...  He always felt like it was easier to trust women because he could read them easier... He could tell what they felt, and knew how to manipulate that part of them... Inside all of this was a good man, who was trying his best to be someone who his family would love, I think that after a while he felt that not seeing you all, was hard but worth it since he couldn't place you in jeopardy. He did have a woman in his life, and he cared about her as much as he could care about anyone save his family... I think that he would have stayed with her and that she did all she could to help him and stand by his side. I feel like he was in a automobile when he passed... and that is was fairly quick... He learned to be happy in the life he lead although he often wanted out... he wanted to be free.... to be able to be the person inside of the wreck that everyone else saw... He wanted more than just once in a while for someone to truly see him as he was... not just what they saw of him...  Well I hope that this helps...

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