my brother, Mysticism, reading, forums, Numerology, Sun Signs, Divination

Posts: 4135 · Posted: Tue Jan 01, 2008 11:24 pm

Please see below a copy of the response I have also sent as a private message to our valued member and friend hodad.

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Firstly I wanted to tell you that I have already looked at your reading request on the forum itself, and although I understand how painful the loss of Kevin has been to you and your family, I feel that to try to do this through a psychic reading (as I am not a medium) is not only serving very little useful purpose, but could I believe make matters even worse as it could introduce more doubts and fears into your mind which have no basis in reality.

It is perfectly normal for a person who appears to have lost their brother through a suicide to want to understand why this should have happened and why he could not come to you when he needed help, but to do so would I feel be an invasion of his right to privacy and would constitute me giving you a third party reading which is not allowed on this site. I am sorry that I do not agree with the impressions which others have received about this NOT being a suicide, and I know that you are disappointed and constantly looking for some previously unknown detail which might help you to make some sense of what has happened, but my feelings are that this will only prevent you from properly grieving for the loss of your brother, and I am being told by my own inner guidance to adopt a hands off policy in what I believe are your best interests.

It was not a coincidence that I chose not to respond to your original request, and although I feel terribly sad about what has occurred, I see no useful purpose in attempting to pick through the finer details as it cannot bring Kevin back and have received no impressions which even mildly suggest that there is something suspicious about the way he passed, or that someone else was responsible for his death. Kevin was obviously a very disturbed individual, but only a qualified doctor or psychiatrist should make judgements about the true nature of his underlying medical condition, if in fact he had a diagnosable mental or emotional illness at all. As you say there was something in his personality which was always there, although an illness of the type suggested could have potentially made his already existing personality problems far worse, and eventually lead to him making the fatal decision.

I would not wish to be seen as being judgemental of any person who takes their own life (as I believe that Kevin did), as he was not of sound mind at the time he did this and should not therefore be held responsible by any loving God which I feel is worthy of our praise. I do not believe that any person who suicides is punished for all eternity for their act of sheer desperation, but instead I know from my own experiences and beliefs that these people are given both compassion and healing on the other side in order to reduce any remaining damage which has occurred to their spiritual body, after it has been prematurely and suddenly separated from the physical one before God's appointed time to do so had arrived.

I am genuinely sorry that I feel I have nothing constructive to add to what has already been said so well by other readers on this forum (although I do disagree that this was anything other than a suicide) and I sincerely hope that you will begin to see what I was getting at when I decided that giving you a reading would only prolong the agony you are all feeling, and not add one piece of useful information which could reverse what has happened.

Your brother Kevin is as we speak being well looked after by loving and caring spirits on the higher side of life, but I am deeply concerned that you will be consumed by the guilt and outright anger you almost certainly feel after Kevin passed in such a horrible way, that your own health and peace of mind will be destroyed in the process. I therefore request a healing for you and your family in body, mind and spirit, and ask that you will be given the strength you will surely need to get through these difficult times, and emerge at the other end of it all recognising that this was almost inevitable, and that there was very little you could have done to prevent it.

God Bless,

eye_of_tiger