HI  MangoMom,

hope you doing fine.i wanted to ask if you can do an akashic reading for me?according the previous post you asked me to wait and request for ti later.is it possible one of these days when you are can?

lights of love,
dhav

dhav, you have been so patient and I am truly grateful for that.  Please pm your full name and post your questions here on the Board.

Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom

Hi MangoMom,

yes i think i am a patient girl.i have pm you my full anme and date of birth if necessary.my question is why i am still striving with the loneliness i feel inside.it's like i have noone with whom i feel who understand me really.i can't force people to understand me but it's like there is noone.this loneliness gets worse after having failed romantic relationship.it's like i have not experienced the love i wanted and whenever a relationship is getting stronger it just die all suddenly.

lights of love,
dhav

Hi hon, I have opened your records:

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You seem to have a very negative attitude, you are very angry, not sure at who, but you put that anger out there and others pick up on in, so me mistake the anger for aggressiveness.  Your lonliness says you are not happy with yourself, you feel you are lacking in many areas and you don't like yourself.  This is the first thing you need to understand, how can someone else love you if you don't love your self?  I get the sense that a part of it is you might have a weight problem. (Don't we all?)  If you will begin working on the main things you do not like about yourself and improve those areas, you will discover that you can smile and be happier much easier.  When you smile that attracts others, it brings in sunshine and a beautiful light.  When you frown, people tend to steer away.  Even your friends have begun to shy away and have other things to do rather than spend time with you.  (Your closest friend will always be there for you) but you do tend to be so negative people get tire of hearing your complaints.  

To help with the anger (I cannot sense where the anger is actually coming from) pleas say the forgiveness prayer for the next 12 days:

Forgiveness Prayers
If there is anyone or anything that has hurt me in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it.  If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it.  (For the highest good of others and myself)

First you need to start a walking routine, this will make you feel so much better about yourself because you know you are becoming healthier.  Things will just begin to fall into place.  You will discover a gentleman in about 6 to 8 months and it will be up to you if this will develop into a relationship.  If you have a brighter, happier attitude it will work out well, if you are still angry, it probably won't.

May you receive all the Blessings God has in store for you.

Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom

hi MangoMom,

thank you for the reading.it true what you said.i know i am an angry young girl i can say and i often tend to vent it out on the closest frends.the reasons for the anger to build up are many due to things in the past.some people have made me feel unworthy that i have lost confidence in myself.yes i have some weight issues.i am 57kg(it means i am not fat but only healthy) but some people comment on my weight and eventually i began worrying about it.i have a problem to forgive people.i will do the prayer of forgiveness to clear this thing out.thank you alot Mangomom.

ps i need to start smiling again more often.i have lost my longlasting smile:-)

light sof love,
dhav