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Posts: 61 · Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 1:27 am

I feel that there are higher forces preventing me from excelling career wise. I believe that these same blocks are halting my love life and my psychic development also. I have submitted several applications & resumes over the past year and have not been hired yet. I have been in three relationships in the past year and a half and they all turned out to be disappointing break-ups. I spend a large amount of time meditating and prying that this series of unfortunate events come to an end. If any of you gifted lightbears sense, feel, are contacted by higher forces, Ashkaric records that may have a clue about the origin of this kindred soul it would be a blessing to hear from you. I feel that something may have taken place in a past life that has delayed my growth in all aspects of life in this one. This cycle must be broken, whether it was a spell, curse or karma, this is definitely an X-file and the truth is out there....

X-file case # Feb 28, 1975

Posts: 4135 · Posted: Tue Dec 11, 2007 1:00 am

Rather than it being the higher forces themselves that are preventing you from excelling career wise, as well as halting your love life and getting in the way of your psychic development, it is the sheer power of your belief that you are for some unknown reason probably as a result of a previous past life you are literally at the mercy of these occult forces which is having such a negative effect on most aspects of your life at this time. What possibly happened in a past life is not so much that you were guilty of doing or not doing what you should have, but instead I feel that you simply misunderstood the lessons you were intended to learn from these life experiences.

Whereas the lesson you were meant to learn was that challenges are placed in your path specifically with the intention of you developing your spiritual strengths and thereby become stronger as a person when to next challenge comes along, you appear to have misinterpreted this to mean that since challenges have been placed in your path you must therefore be going in the wrong direction, and worse you do not have any control whatsoever over where your life is taking you.

A reliable measure of the character and moral strength of a person is not what happens to them during any one or several lifetimes, but more what meaning they associate with the event. There is no doubt that life is largely a matter of trial and error, but if we continue to focus entirely on our perceived failures and at the same time totally ignore any occasions where we were fully satisfied with ourselves for doing our very best, then thoughts do have a real power over where our life will take us from there on. If we interpret the trials where things did not work out as well as was hoped they would as meaning that we are a failure, and that we are also destined to continue to fail in all future lives as well as in the remaining years of this one, how can we then expect to feel any sense of hope that things will soon get better?

There is no cycle that must be broken, other than perhaps in your way of thinking, and there is certainly no spell, curse or karmic debt that needs to be repaid before you can move on once again with both a renewed sense of hope and courage towards meeting the challenges you will continue to encounter throughout your entire lifetime (as well as beyond). Rather than meditating and praying that these trials will come to an end sooner rather than much later, ask instead that you should be given further insights into why you are being required to learn this particular lesson in this way, and not some other.

In other words, instead of continually using karma, magic spells or higher forces as your excuse for you not being able to change your way of thinking, focus on the real source of your problem which is these negative beliefs themselves. Spend some quality time alone with yourself remembering the many times in your life when things worked out for the best (which your subconscious mind has up until now conveniently ignored), and stop punishing yourself for committing some unknown sin that you cannot even remember doing. Rather than making your subconscious mind your own worst enemy and master, learn to gradually take more of the control back over your life to live as you see fit.

The subconscious mind makes a wonderful and loyal servant if we can only learn how to use it more effectively in a positive manner, but if it is constantly allowed to be our master or controller it can easily shoot us in the foot and sabotage any of our attempts to improve our circumstances, whether it is with regards to our career, our love life, or with our psychic development.

One other thing I sense from your reading is that many of your present difficulties are because you often try too hard, not that you do not try hard enough. Trying too hard involves you increasingly attempting to gain more conscious control over yourself, whereas your psychic abilities are located in your unconscious instead of your conscious mind.

"Are You Trying Too Hard"? by Wendy Kay

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Namaste,

eye_of_tiger

Posts: 61 · Posted: Tue Dec 11, 2007 11:46 am

I really appreciate you taking the time to bring forth that great insight. I do have to look at these events as challenges instead of punishments. I do think positive most of the time using affirmations to bring forth the desired mate, wealth into my life by using the law of attraction; and to be honest I can't really pinpoint where it goes wrong?? That’s why I tend to believe it's a past life issue. I will ask the spirits why I am learning these lessons over and over. I thank you once again for your insight, I am aware that you assist many souls on this physical plane and I thank you for taking the time to share.

namaste.

Posts: 4135 · Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 12:32 am

Thanking you for your kind words of appreciation for my efforts on your behalf, but I never said this would be easy.

While it can be useful at times to know what may have happened to you in some past life experience, and take whatever positive lessons you can from this, we do each need to focus most of our energies on living our current lifetime in the best way that we know how.

Simply because you have thoroughly searched your conscious mind for an explanation as to what might have possibly happened during the earlier years of your present life and have come up with a big negative, this does not necessarily mean that the solution to your problem lies in some past life.

It is highly likely in my opinion that the real reasons are currently buried deeply in your unconscious mind, which cannot easily be accessed by normal everyday means. We often need special techniques to get at that sort of information, although dreams frequently do offer us valuable clues.

Remembering that your current lifetime is simply a progression or product of all the accumulated experience of whatever past lifetimes preceded it, by delving into your unconscious mind in this current lifetime you may eventually recognise underlying patterns which began in some distant past life.

There may also be information there relevant only this current lifetime which would help you to better understand why these things are happening to you, without having to automatically resort to past life explanations. This does not mean that the information is not there. It is just that up until now you may have not been able to get at it very easily.

EOT

Posts: 61 · Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 12:32 pm

but one day a few months back I had a sucessful OBE, and once out of my body I was free to do whatever, I didn't even recognize myself? Anyways I was passing through walls at will and floating everywhere, then I entered a room across the hall and I noticed a very dark spirit laying on thr bed looking at me very evil like, I got very alarmed and jumped back in my body. Do you think this spirit could be halting progression??